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MATHS IS K.I.L.L.I.N.G.M.E (N)May 10, 2010
I miss the old me, somehow.May 09, 2010
Hey there. I'm trying to blog as frequent as i can because exams is round the corner. As you all know. It's a critical year. And i want to score. Well, damn myself for blogging today. Because tomorrow there's mathematics test. And here i'm using com like nobody business. Arghh.
Anyways, i know i've been really 'emo' on the previous few posts. I'm sorry for that. I felt really down.
Okay, so here i'm going to blog about happy things, posting pictures which readers like rather than reading. Hehe, okay. So basically, i've been in school studying, staying back for extra lessons. And school normally ends at 4plus? Thus, not going for study camp. Yesterday; Saturday morning, went to school for extra physic lesson (optional). And i'm glad Cloe asked me to go. Actually i wanted to go, just that recently, i tend to feel tired easily for-don't-know-what-reason. So i was kind of relucted to go. But i did in the end. Causing me to yawn several times yesterday. But ... I was glad that i went.
After the extra lesson, i went home straight and bath. Then proceed to Vivo with Hubby to celebrate our 6th monthsary (which is suppose to be today but due to some inconvenience). We went to buy the tickets first. And then we find food to eat. Guess what we watch and eat? :)
Very stupid lohs, all the slots for IP MAN was selling fast and left with the front 2 rows. Then no choice, we choose the 5.30pm show because that's the only first 3 rows. Whatthehell or what -.- We took super long to decide what to eat. After walking around like 30minutes, we saw Sushi Tei and dingdingding. I SAW SALMON AND I FEEL LIKE EATING SALMON! :D
Waiting to be served and excited to walk pass the path. Okay, mountain tortoise -.-
Mine!!! Salmon Don.
Hubby's. Oyako Don :)
Hubby started eating like pig! :D
I also started digging my Salmon Don!
There's this 'egg' thingy, which is like, gross. Hubby and I started playing sissors, paper, stone. Loser eat. Guess who lose?
HAHAHA! Hubby! See his faceeeeee! Classic! :B
Now, do you all think the orange stuff is nice by looking @ his face? :P
I can fall off my chair laughing when i see this. (Okay, not totally)
He drank this Green Tea to 'flush' the orange stuff down :/
Bi took this photo of me eating -.-
Then i show bi normally how some girls took photos -.-
(Please inorge my dropping eye-lashes)
YAY! Finish eating ^^
Spot the tongue.
Before leaving, I took this ramdom picture of the view outside the window & this man -.-
Hubby so cute rights?
It'll be nicer if no one is behind me -.-
I pouted because a lose the sissor, paper, stone game and i've to go in the water with way-too-many rock-sand that hurts my feets badly when i stepped on it ):
I KNOW I LOOK/AM FAT! NO NEED TO EMPHASISE/HIGHLIGHT IT TO ME! D: TYVM.
Then we went to TOY R US for fun and laugher. Since there's still time to spare.
Baby face was showing : "I want to have this ball!"
Then me with Retarded #1 face!
Retarded #2.
Okay lahs, i also want big bouncy ball!
I'm not the only retarded one! Retarded #1.
Retarded #2
Retarded #3
Retarded #4
Retarded #6
Wanted to act fierce, BUT FAIL -.-
SEE!
Double see!
OMFG, i don't know who gave me the courage to put this up.
"MUMMY! I want milk milk"
*snap snap*
Short hair.
Long hair. And FYI, this is for the babies and i wore it :B
Ben 10.
Hello Kitty (Y)
Err, what is this ah?
Shark eating his head, still so happy.
Me too -.-
I'm suppose to look scare.
After playing and messing around, we went to watch IP MAN.
And by the time we come out, it's night time, and we decided to play a little while with the water.
Looks like we going to commit suiside :B
Me sad, bi don't want take photo with me );
Hehe, anyhow only :\
Play play play only.
&
Baby has SMELLY _____! HAHAHA!
Okay lahs, something to scare you all to sleep!
Messed up face + hair. Goshhhhhhhhhhhhh! );
Haha, yestesterday was so FUN! Laugh Out Super Loud. Today had tuition and blahs. Omfg, it's super late already. I'm going to sleeeeeeeeeeep! Tomorrow having mathematics exam. Oh my goddd! Byebyebyebye. Will try to blog as frequent as i can. Promise. Takecare and goodluck for the oncoming exams everyone!
IMSMILINGBUTIMSTILLBADLYHURTMay 03, 2010
IRON MAN ROCK THE WORLDDD! \m/
I’m Fine Already. Thanks for concern people. Esp Jerene :D
I put it people because i don't want other's to think nobody care.
But the fact is, no one care \m/ Big Thanks for that people.
But because of that, i realise how much i mean to you people.
No worries. Actually i felt better after knowing the truth :)
Yeah, Like real.
I'm not prepared a life time of disappointment & heartbreak.May 02, 2010
I’m drama because you can’t handle my lifestyle.
I’m psycho because i care more than the average person.
I’m a bitch because i don’t trust anybody.
I’m fake because my truth is ugly. I lie because it’s easier.
I smile to hide the pain.
I’m heartless because that’s my environment.
Judge me, because that’s what the world does best.
Don't worry. There's up and down in life isn't it?
I'll smile once again when everything is over.
I'm defeated, I surrender.May 01, 2010
There was a girl, who believed that life is fair. She believes. Everyone care for her, everyone loves her. But now. She realised. Everything was a fairytale. When other's asked her to do something. Was because they need her help. Not because they treat her as a friend. When they have something. They forgets her. They dump her aside. And when the girl found love, she thought the guy will always be there for her. Not forgetting her. But she's wrong. The guy, who seems to be perfect for her. Had dissappoint her again and again. Then when the clock strike twelve. The girl woke up. Knowing what she had to give up. & she's no longer the girl, who care for those around her anymore. She's no longer the girl she knew. She had enough.
Sorry friends, for the attiude recently.
I just felt that i'm no longer me.
Can't you all see that i'm growing weak?Apr 24, 2010
Friends, I thought i could handle this, but i was tragically mistaken. My self-confidence is crushed. I’m not the same girl i once was, but i can still recognize the fact that it doesn’t bother you in the least.
Hey Worldddddd! WHATSUP!!!! Well, school was fine. And we had our fire drill and stuffs. Fun ttm \M/ Wednesday, had chinese oral and i'm gonna be dead meat when i see the results. Gah. After the oral, Jen and I quickly got changed and wait for Jerene and Eunice. Then suddenly Farhnnah told Jerene we need not go anymore. And we waited in school like 2 hours? Then they asked us to go, called and say no need to go. It continued quite a number of time. And in the end, they called us not to go and they have the chance to play. After that, went to AMK with Abigail, Jen and Jerene to eat SUMO house. Talked alot, Laugh like crazy. \m/ P/s. Anddd I hope Jerene feels better :)
Random: I missed my primary school life. I missed my primary school friends, but we din't meet up already. Everyone is busy with their own life. I missed my primary school teachers. I missed my primary school classmates. I missed my primary school classrooms, toilets, canteens, ect... I missed it when every single one of us compare our results, fighting to get better the next examination. I missed it when we showed our unhappiness. I missed it when we laugh our hearts out. I missed it that we all show our true self in front of each other. I missed it when we are not selfless individuals. Can i go back to the past? Please?
My life is pretty screw up recently. I often asked myself. Who will be there for me when i need them? The fact is: My parents. But you all know what? I treat others better than my family. I felt guilty. I realise, my family will not be the one turning their back on me when i need them the most. I realise, my family will not look at my flaws and judge me. I realise, my family will always be there for me. Even though they can be irritating at most of the time. But i still heart them. My dad, on thursday, notice my face has been black once i reached home, asked me what happen before he went to work, asked me how's school and stuffs. My mum, brought me clothes when i need it. Gave me allowance. Cook the foods i requested. My brother, only home on sat and sun. Fight with me over computer. But in the end, he let me use it. Then tell me, who will do all of this to me? There's no one in my mind n0w. Every single one out there is selfish, thinking about what they want. What they need. I'm dissapointed. I thought i knew it from the start. But i overlooked it. I am dumb. No one knew how i feel.
I feel like playing see-saw.
I feel like eating huge lollipops (although it's stated bubblegum up there)
I feel like eating cute cupcakes. (ESP HELLOKITTY ONES)
I feel like having a pink and chio camera.
I feel like having massive amount of sweets.
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I'LL BE LIKE HER!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA!
P.s/ No worries. I'M AS STRONG AS ABC :D
Because you are mine, i walk the line.Apr 14, 2010
Always be a first rate version of yourself and not a second rate version of someone else
Hey Worlddd! How are you all recently? Fine fine fine? Well, mine is pretty AWESOME! \m/ Anyways, U.P.D.A.T.E T.I.M.E !
5th April - Had E-learning that day. After E-learning, went to Cine with Cloe & Hubby to watch Ju-On. Oh manzxc. That's like the funniest scary movie i've ever seen manzxc! Laugh Out Loud. After movie, went Forever 21.
After walking around. We went to grabbed some sushi and ate it for our dinner ^^ Hehe. After eating, we then went homeee because the next day Cloe and I have 'I am Gifted' workshop ^^ Lol, and before heading home. Hubby and I took some retarded pictures! (But i only put 2 :B )
6th to 8th April - Had the 'I Am Gifted' workshop. Omg. It's like so freakish fun can? & the plus point that it is really motivating. The trainers are well-trained and their class was AWESOME! ^^ Laugh like crazy in their class. & the credit goes to our 3 AWESOME TRAINERS!
Namely: Danny Tong, Priscilla Looi & Jeff Tan Jack Fou/Foo (Weird right his name?)
Danny; Awesome speaker. Serious in his work. Dramatic! Potential to be an Actor! :D
Priscilla; Pretty trainer. Speaks really well. Often laugh at her own jokes :B
Jeff; Awesome joker. Tons of stories to share. Cute. Funny!
Know what? They are REALLY REALLY AWESOME!
Manzxc, and i'm starting to miss them alot. Hehe. And know what again? We are super attentive in class. Don't believe? See for yourself! :D
Lucky they never take my front view :X
& then photos of the last day night :)
Was tiring the whole 3 days, but it was really fun and enjoyable. Saw abigail and her dad? Mad cute rights both of them. & it was the most touching night ever, i swear.
Oh ya, there's another someone i've forgotten to add. Shuan! Haha, he's the one who is playing the songs that we want & sitting throughout behind us for the whole 3 days ^^ He's super helpful manzxc!
9th April - Went to Sentosaaaaa for sandcastle building! Oh manzxc. That was the first time, i swear, that i ever build such a BIG sandcastle before! Haha. And Mr Wu was there to help us, just for our class. How kind of him. And i think all of us miss him (maybe except A-maths students) & he never tag me once! Bias!
Look @ Mdm Aishah. Mad cute.
It is suppose to look like this ... TILL
Stephanie Ran In ! :D
Eeeeek! Sheeeeeeeenaaaaaa! ^^
Abigail Zuiai! :)
Ng Jingyi. My Group Mate! :D
Our final workpiece! Super nice rights?! :D
4E5 OPTIMISTS \m/
10th to 14th April - One Work : BORINGGGGGGGGG! ;( Alrights. Gtg. Byebye. Will be blogging lesser due to O level :D
How i wish i was you :)
假装多好Apr 04, 2010
Faith means nothing without obedience, & words don’t matter if action doesn’t follow.
Hey guys, Life's pretty messed up recently uh? Mine was okay. But i guess i have been thinking too much recently though. Hhmm, isn't this what i say during the last post? (Which was yesterday?) Laughing My Ass Out. Well. Yesterday slept at around 3am plus? Because i stayed up to watched The Maid. Blahs, talked to Hubby on the phone for awhile then slept.
Nothing much today. Woke up, went 768 with parents to have lunch and headed back home. Hubby went to work, and then i was alone at home watching Ju-on 2. Damn it. Wanted to watch Ju-on: White Ghost and Black Ghost. Hhmm, not sure yet. Maybe will not be going training. Because on tuesday. wednesday, thursday me and hubby not free. Then again, on Friday, we are going to sentosa and i guess there probably will be training. And manzxc, sat is the only day, which Hubby might be working, and Sunday i'm not free. Plus plus, if we watch tomorrow. It can save us a few bucks though, cause student price. But once again, i'm not sure yet.
Today, an old woman called me “Young man.” When I confronted her that I was in fact female, she denied it and said, “You’re obviously a boy, you have such a flat chest.” FML
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Do you all know how it feels when everything and everyone turns away from you? Do you all know how it actually feels when nothing is going right all the time? Do you all know how it feels when everyone around you don't trust you? Do you know it feels when you are stupid and your friends around are clever? Do you all know how it feels when you are trying your best and no one appreciates? Do you all know how it feels when no one is there for you when you really need someone to listen and gives you consolation when you are down? Do you all know how it feels when you are trying your best to give a smile when actually you are crying inside? Do you all know how it feels when you have totally no confidence at yourself but there is no one there to support you to continue going on? Do you know how it feels when everyone started calling you a bitch, slut, whatever shit when they bloodly don't know you and the reason why they called you those nasty names is because of those rumors they heard. Do you all know how it feels when people smile at you but when they turns, they roll their eyes? Do you all know how it feels when you are being left out?
Do you all know how it feels when everything that i had mention above comes all together? Emo? You called it. Wait till you exprience this mixed feelings.
Well, inorge me, i'm just trying to make myself not feeling good once again. FML.
Anyways, Cheerup Zuiai. Everything will be fine, i believe.
I try to avoid looking forward or backward, and try to keep looking upward.Apr 03, 2010
To hold our tongues when everyone is gossiping, to smile without hostility at people and institutions, to compensate for the shortage of love in the world with more love in small, private matters; to be more faithful in our work, to show greater patience, to forgo the cheap revenge obtainable from mockery and criticism: all these are things we can do.
Hey Hey Hey World.
How have you all been? Well, everything seems quite okay with me. Just that i tends to think too much sometimes though, i like to make myself think the negative way, i like to make myself sad for no reason. I hope i can find the cure to cure those ... mixed feelings ): Okay, update time!
1st April- Was kind of tired in lessons, but i think i'm great because i persevere throughout. Hehe. I'm poud of it though. Lol. At 2pm, left class early to have match against blahblah school, when everyone was preparing to go into the bus. Miss Lee saw me and was shocked and asked me why am i there. Then later, had a talked with Miss Lee together with Nadila. Well, was kind of upset over it you know. Felt like, we are being controlled and even had to promised another thing just to have that something. And i seriously don't like that -'- Well, we won. And everyone don't feel satisfied with how we played. I guess i was really blur that day. Recieved Jen and Natasha message. Felt more motivated by it. Thanks babe ^^
2nd April- Good Friday. Stayed at home. Tuition at 1pm. After tuition, went home and rot. Lol. Hubby went to work already. Cannot message D: Only a few messages only. So bored. Lucky he ended work early yesterday, so met up with Hubby at around 8pm to have our dinner at 768 the Mac. Hehehe. Then we walked walked, sit down talked. After that, we went the playground fitness corner there to play. Super fun lahs, laugh until die! ^^
3th April- Woke Hubby up at 2.20pm, he went to work at 3plus, then after that, i was left all alone when he started working at 5pm ): FML. Watch tv, played psp and do a little homework all the way till night time. No show to watch, then my family and i watched Rush Hour together. Lol, funny much. Then around 9plus, Hubby called me. Was so H-A-P-P-Y! Currently, was waiting for Hubby to finish work. Lol, okay. Gtg. Am so excited for next week to come! ^^ Ta-ta. Bye! :D
This is what i normally do.
I hope your life leads right to my front door.Mar 31, 2010
Experience is not what happens to you; it is what you do with what happens to you.
Hey-Yo-Yo-Yo World !!!
I felt that it has been so long since i last update ^^ Well, but i'm still kind of sad you know. My tagboard is so so dead. Manzxc, hate it ttm ): Can't you all be a good soul to like, tag or something ): Hehe, justkidding. Only hope that you all do tag. Hehe. Anyways, updateeeeee.
29th March - First thing in the morning. Chemistry test. Well well well. Hope i din't fail. (Most probably will) D: Blahs blahs, went JURONG ISLAND IN THE AFTERNOON! Everyone was like so high on the way there. Lol, so funny, saw alot of Zhenghan friends there. Lol, so bad. Sorry :B Haha. Then we had to go through one custom. So cooooooool lahs seh. (So malay-ish) Then blahs, reach one kind of discovery centre or something? Watch one borrrrrrrrrring video, then after that we went to explore on our own. And there is this kind of chair which bounce, and i literally jump on top of it and i fell backwards. Damn it. ): Paiseh ttm can? Whatthellllllllllll! Lol, then after that, we took a bus to one place where they brief us about blahsblahsblahs, and there was this kind of hot and cute guy whom all of us ladies is oh-so-mad about. Anyways, you can't blame us. He's like the youngest among all those engineers you know. (But, i love hubby ttm moreeeeeeeeeee)
"I once send a naughty SMS to my professor thinking it was my girlfriend."
Tada~ That's him. whatthefuck lohs, took so bloodly long to scan and upload this photo ): Okay, well. Just to let you all see how he looked like. Lol. But my boyfriend more ham-some horhs? :B Haha. Justkidding :B
30th March - Forgotten what i did yesterday ... Haha. Stm.
31st March - Today, nothing much happen. Omg. And i din't do my Art yet. Whatthehell! Nevermind. And i'm so excited for next week you know? Omgomgwthwtf! Haha, alrights. Gtg and bath and stuffs already alrights. Love you all darlings. Cya when i've the time to blog again. (Hopefully, there'll be more tags by then) ^^
My Hubby enjoys calling me Fatty bi !!!
Yes, you melt me.Mar 28, 2010
Hello Worldy-world-world.
I'm in a very good mood today.Well. Let me just do a brief update on yesterday ^^
Saturday 27March -Early in the morning, 8 plus. Woke up and started preparing. Lucky i'm not late :B Heheheheh. After met up with Cloe at around 10 plus, we went to Abigail house. Hahahhaa. And we started curling our hair. Putting on make-up and stuffs. Till around 2.30pm. We went off to find AngQiyin and then we went to Orchard - Flee market near 313. Super Hot that day. Saw Cloe sister and Cloe cousin. Haha. It's been so long since i last saw her cousin though. Cloe and I brought super chio earings, while Abigail brought a chio ring and Qiyin brought a chio braclets. Haha. And we are happy over what we have brought. Went to 313, ate our dinner and off we went rushing off to causeway point for the performence. Well well wwll, we were all like mad ladies in the Mrt because we started taking tons and tons of retarded photos when all of us are dressed so nicely. Haha, unglam ttm \m/
When we reached cwp, we took a cab there. Talked about cab, haven pay Qiyin money yet. Aww manzxc. Lol, and there is alot of people there already. Thought we would still be the-kind-of-early ones. Well, we're wronggg ): We queued so behind can. Lol, concert was kind of boring. Was almost sleeping. And my mood was not really good, due to ___________ . Lol. After the concert, Abigail went to meet her darling and then Cloe and I walked the Night Market, and we brought something then we sat down and talked. Well, i don't expect myself to broke down afterall. I'm a loser. Darn. Haha. Thanks Cloe anyways. ^^ Love you! (L)
Today 28 March - 6-7 plus in the morning, talked to Hubby on the phone and we are finally peace after like 5896217745 hours. Lol, then talked until going to my tuition time, quarrel with mum when suddenly Ho Zheng Han called, and i was like screaming on the phone when i picked up, because i dont know is who, he used his house phone you see. Haha, then Zhenghan asked me to call Wilfred, and then Wilfred is still at home. Then we went in tuition first. Lol. Then after tuition, was waiting for Hubby but he was late!!! Nvm. He send me home, and then i started doing my Art. Blahs blahs blahs. That the end of what happen today.
BUT! I'm pissed over someone or something that fucking hacked in my Cbox account. Changing my uswername to mifalhahazmanot. Whattheheck is that? Lame shit. And change my language to thailand. Tmd. Therefore as you all can see, i've change my cbox already ^^ I don't care who and what hacked again, because i've patient, i'll keep changing and changing Cbox, afterall. It's not that difficult :) Anyways, gtg and sleep already. Or not tomorrow dieeeeee liao! Yay, JURONG ISLAND TOMORROW! SO EXCITED! \m/ BYE!
I wish i could just disappear.Mar 28, 2010
I felt so hurt. I wished i know what you want from me. I wish you know what i expected from you. I wish we never quarrel. I wish i shouldn't have been too dependent on you. How i wish.
You claimed you know. But actually, you know nothing. I thought what i did was enough. But to you. It seems not.
I wonder why do i have to act being such a strong lady when i cannot control my emotion, my tears from flowing. I hate you for doing this to me. And i mean it. I hate acting strong in front of you. Everyone faced problems, but you are the one running away from it. It's never ending.
What is your defination of Forever? I hope i still can believe you. You don't understand how hurt i'm feeling now. And i hate you for that. I want to run away from here. I want to disappear.
The beautiful thing about learning is nobody can take it from you.Mar 26, 2010
When you are right, no one remembers. When you are wrong, no one forgets.
Hello worlddddd.
How are you all recently? Well, homework is okay. Just that, it's still Art i'm worried about ): Alrights. New topics are taught recently. And i seriously don't really understand Vectors well. Although my tuition has already finish the topic. Well, i think it's okay, still can understand. Just that, the thing is I HATE doing all those 'alot of thinking' question, literally killing my brain cells you know! D:
Yesterday, P.E was fun, just that the ground was really muddy. And I really love my female classmates! Haha. Skip netball because of flu, and went to study with Cloe. Had sweets for my dinner :B Hehe. Lol. Night Study was okay. Just kind of restless in doing my work. Argh. Today, Physics test, i think i flunk it. Manzxc. Chemistry did filing. Maths was ohmygawd! I thought i was going to die of bored-ness. L-O-L. After school, AngQiYin accompany me the school library to borrow the laptop. Was suppose to do my Art work. In the end, i did nothing but play. :B After that, went to 2-8 classroom and we went to had a surprise party (somekind). Heheh. Fun. After that. Home-sweet-home.
Something to share :
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Well, is it true? Haha. Alrights. Nothing much more to blog already. I guess my blog entries is so so so boring. Awww manzxc. Bye ^^
You don't understand me either.
FML.Mar 24, 2010
Real girls aren’t perfect and perfect girls aren’t real.
Hello World,
Hell, school reopen and there are tons of work. Not really alot lahs, but i'm lagging behind time at Art. Like what the fuck can? More than half of the class is starting on their finals and stuffs while i'm still at the beginning. Bitch enough.
Hmmm, actually, there's nothing much to post. More on studies lohs. Night study is fun. But i don't like it that we cannot leave at the time we want. So it's like, if we have finish our work, then what the hell are we suppose to do uh? Lol. Weird much. Test, exams and stuffs will all be coming up soon. And i felt that everything is too fast. Well, should cut down on my talking on the phone with Hubby liao :B Haha! :B Random - My pimples kept coming out. Lame shit. FML.
Well, today had the talk about Cyber bullying. Guess after the talk, i realise what i did was something like that. Hah. And those who saw those plurk, well. I can say, it's settled. So just shut up when you all know nothing. And stop assuming -'- Well, i'm actually quite glad we talked about it last night, i had said what's in my mind. But it still doesn't prove everything uh. Peace? Who doesn't want peace?
Alrights, gtg and bath and do my homework alr. Ciaos ^^
Say it when you mean it.
Guess what? I'm going to be the bad guy out there, again :)Mar 21, 2010
To me, fearless is not the absence of fear. It’s not being completely unafraid. To me, fearless is having fears. Fearless is having doubts. Lots of them. To me, fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death.
Hello World,
Holidays is going to end soon, and my feelings are all ruin up. I wanted to study really hard you know. But i'm scare i cannot concentate in class and stuffs. Whatever, i'm going to prove myself wrong.
Anyways, Yesterday went to Lavender to take passport. Whaaa piang, so many people. Haha, and i seriously love my new passport ttm ^^ Cause the old me look fugly ugly. After recieving my passport, went to Grandpa house downstairs the market to eat, damn nice. Then went Grandpa house. Super sian, was watching tv for like 3 hours? Whatthehell. Then around 4-5plus, went Amk find Hubby. He very ass one lohs, call me when reach Yew Tee call him or something, so he can leave house, i reach Chua Chu Kang (Or is it Yio Chu Kang?), i already called him to prepare liao. Then he has 3 stops to prepare himself you know. Then in the end, he missed the train, i've to stop at Woodlands to wait for the next train to board.
Lol, then after that, we went to Amk to buy tickets for Alice In The Wonderland. Before the movie starts, went to Sumo house to eat. Damn nice. ^^ Haha, after that, went back. Well, the book and the movie is kind of alike. Lol, blahs, went back Adm. & because i din't bring my Keys, i've to wait for my parents to reach home, so i can go home. Lol. So went to find some of the 715, Chiew Hao helped me and hubby to see 'our future' by reading our palm. Blahs, went home.
Well, was doing a update now, cause later i'll be having tuition at 1pm. After tuition, i'm going to force myself home straight, and start doing those homeworks which are incomplete and some revisions, then iron my uniform then will be using com again ^^ Haha. So see what time i'll finish then. So, ciaos. If i've the time, i'll blog again tonight :)
Edited/
I'm back, well, as you all can see, i'm back from tuition. Super boring uh. Eyes hurts alot. Suddenly the eyes-infection thingy seems coming back to me. I don't wanttt that! Whatthehell. Okay. Lol, i am going to do a quick one, as i'm going to bath and find hubby to eat dinner already ^^Actually today was just boring, after tuition, i quickly went home and complete my homework, half-way done, and i'm already lazy. Whattheheck? I'm so pissed at myself. Even if i tried and tried, i cannot write my answers down, therefore, i stopped on my homework. Such determination. Bullshit.
Haha, & before i went for my tuition. Had a talk with Jasmintay, whaaa piang. So pissed off that that young girl. Haha, whatever. okayokay. Gtg liao. Byebye. Will blog again when i'm free.
Wong Kai Cong is here.
I Love her man!^^ Gtg liao,later she scold.ciao*bye!
I find myself thinking about you more than I should.Mar 19, 2010
All my life I’ve felt like there was some part of me missing and I felt that everyone could tell. Like there was some hole in me and everyone could see through it, like I wasn’t finished or something.
Hello world. What's up recently? Finnnnnnnnnnnne? :)
Recently, was kind of busy, and i'm starting to control myself on the use of computer already. & i had made the first move of freezing my plurk account already. Cool or what? ^^ Forgotten what am I suppose to blog already. My mind like so blank. Had so much to share. But still, lazy to type so many things out. Haha. Alrights, just a brief.
16 March - Netball chalet. Was kind of bored at first, those Siglap girls don't look like their age, i swear they look older. Lol. Lucky when we checked in, Farhannah ran and chose the best room for us. Hah. It's not that we are selfish or what so ever lohs. Okay, blahs. Went swimming, we all like cheerleaders like that, climb up on one another, one word : CRAZY. Then played scoccer, then BBQ. BBQ sucks, those Siglap girls cook already never offer us, and when we cook those chicken wing, they automatic take. & i still have to serve one of them. Whao. Ass. & they went to swim in the middle of the night when they are not suppose to. Nvm. Next morning, they went to swim again and ran off tgt with all those chocolates and foods we have! Bitch enough? When we woke up. I think there's nothing left for us to eat and stuffs. And they never pack up, they just ran off. And we, WRSS-ians, have to pay for the mess they make. Bitch.
After the chalet, went Marina Square and Farhannah, Hidayah, Natasha & Nadila went bowling. Then Abigail Zuiai, Me & Hubby went to catch toys ^^ So glad we caught a Hello Kitty 'pillow' :) The stuff face so black. Lol, then after that, brought a present for Zhenghan then proceed to east coast to find them. Din't manage to see Jen there. Guess we too early go liao. Walked so bloodly long, then after that Abigail Zuiai and me when Marsiling to eat, then Home Sweet Home.
18 March - Netball Training. Baby just came back from Chalet. Went cwp after that, ate with Abigail Zuiai & Awesome Eunice. Then we went to walk walk a little. After that, went bi house to cook maggie mee for him. Lol, i like so cheapskate. But my cooking rocks horhs \m/ Lol, feel bad for ps-ing Eunice. I'm so sorry ):
Whao, such a long post. Surprise at myself. Hah. Okayokay. Ciaos, gtg annnnd watch my Drama already ^^
Soneone told my Hubby this : ' Eh Kaicong, accompany me leh'. OMG. No one talk to you or what? Why my boyfriend? Haha. Accompany you do what? Talk? Well well well, are you disappointed? That my Hubby walked away from you? Instead of accompany you? Tsktsk. :) Am i suppose to pity you or what?
Well. Don't say i'm bad or what so ever. Imagine someone who liked your boyfriend once, then now CLAIMED that she like one guy while she's always with another guy who is attempting to jio her. And then she said this to your boyfriend one day during a chalet and it happen you are not there and the other rest of the people are not there, how will you react? Too bad. I'm stating the facts. Hate me? Awww. I don't fucking care ^^
PS ; I din't mention any name.
PS ; I din't want to do this. But this is what you want uh?
PS ; Three words : You Deserve It.
She's gonna kill me again, but i am running out of photos! ):
Death must be so beautiful. To lie in the soft brown earth, with the grasses waving above one’s head, and listen to silence. To have no yesterday, and no tomorrow. To forget time, to forgive life, to be at peace.
Hello world, it seems 58694521203687 hours/seconds that i did not touched my computer already. Miss my com ttm manzxc. Alrights, let me update what i've done recently.
Saturday - Went out with Hubby to Jurong point and watch movie. We went to watch the 'Being Human' , kind of funny somehow. Lol, then we walked around and around Jurong Point till die. Lol, sibei sianzxc! D: Blahsblahs, went home. Lol. Now, i'm really pissed with Jack Neo, lame ass. Cheated on his wife for so many bloodly time. Bitchzxc. If i have a husband like that, guess what i will do. Sure fucking kill my husband first, then his mistress. It takes 2 hands to clap. Lol, maybe i like that say, skali next time forgive my husband. Hmmmmm. Probably not. LOL. But he's seriously an ass! Fuck him. Still got face asked for forgiveness.
Sunday - Tuition, Wilfred came back. But the class was still as quiet. After tuition, i went to find my parents and then we go IMM to find my relatives. Walked around, and i brought Nail Art. Was super chio, going to do my nails later on :D Heheheheheh. Told my cousin some stuffs and blahs, went home after that, was tired ttm ):
Today - Woke up late for lessons, because stomach ache ): Manzxc, this totally sucks. This few days always like that lohs. But thankfully, never late ^^ Don't know why. Then we go Nanyang Poly, walked alot. Kind of fun, and i feel like taking Nursing leh, seriously. Hahahahahah, seems so good. Not sure what course to take yet. Lol. After that, Abigail, Cloe and I went to AMK the sumo house to eat :D Shiock!
Anyways, don't know what more to blog already. Will not be using com as often liao. Tomorrow will be going Netball Chalet :D Hope it will be fuuuuuuuuuun! ^^ Ciaos.
I still can't imagine i did that. Lol.
Pull yourself together before you set yourself apart.Mar 13, 2010
True love burns the brightest, but the brightest flames leave the deepest scars.
Hello world, feel like eating cake now. Do you? :B
Today, we had Social Studies follow by Art, Mathematics and then Home Period. Nothing much to say though, lol. After school, Cloe, Qiyin and I waited for Abigail and YuenHui to come out. Then we proceed to buy Cup Noodle from outside school. Fortunately/Unfortunately, it rain and all 5 of us ran for shelter, although we wanted to play with the rain somehow :B Hahhaha. Lol, then saw Mr Siva and Mr Yap, we asked them can we run in the rain not. Lol, like so lame lohs. Cause see like no one dare to run in front of them mahs.
After eating, we went to class and play/laugh like mad. Literally. HAH! Then Napfa, well, was kind of disappointed at my standing board jump. All get A's only standing board jump, but it's like a 156cm tall girl jump till 182cm right? Lol, even my leg is not long enough. Okayokay, i hate to admit, but my standing board jump totally sucks ): Then after Napfa, Cloe, Abigail and I went to Night Market to buy something to eat. Lol, then faster go back school to bath. And i dint bring any thing to bath/change. So Abigail lend me her towel, and Cloe lend me her body wash. So kind of them. Thanks you babes! :D Faster looked for parents after that, and again, I swear i din't listen to what Mrs Kok as said, as i was busy talking to my Dad, Mum, Abigail, Abigail's dad, Cloe & Qiyin. Cloe's mum is too far, so cannot talk to her, and plus don't know what to say. Qiyin's mum like quiet quiet. So also never talk to her. LOL. And my mum say Qiyin look alike like Weikang? Like whatthehell?! :b
After parents briefing, we went back to class and Mdm Aishah start her speech telling all parents that they must be more firm with us, and show us more care. Telling us that we shouldn't have any Boy-Girl-Relationship (tsktsk :/), should use lesser of computer and last but not least, showed us the reults of the number of passes. (Dont know if got forget any points anot. Lol) Blahs, then parents-meeting-session begins. Those DNT students are suppose to go to the other room while the Art and FNN students stayed back. Actually i thought it will be kind of bad having Mdm Aishah talking to us. But i was so wrong. When she called out my name, i went to her and she actually showed me my results first :
And inside me was like 'Ohmygosh, how? ):' Then Mdm Aishah started talking. I thought she was going to scold me or what. Then she told me parents that i've behave well in this new term. Saying i've contribute alot to the class. Say that i've improve alot in this term, and she is very proud of me. My dad then say something about my results, but Mdm Aishah say that she was sure that i'll catch up with my work. And stuffs, all compliments, no complains. First time, lousy results, but nice words come out from the teacher. Was totally shocked and happy.
After this talk, my parents went to buy things and then i proceed home and blahs :b Then now blog. So tired manzxc. Hahaahaha, but i still want play mahjong. So ... CIAOS! :D
I'm so-gonna work hard this year, just wait and see.
Life keeps spinning.Mar 11, 2010
There’s always been that one person,no matter how long it’s been,or how badly they’ve treated you,if they say i love you,you will say it back.
Hello world. Life is still the same, isn't it? Bored ttm ):
Yesterday night, went to find hubby and talk. Lol. And we kind of talked throughout till around 4-5am plus, then i went home to sleep. I felt really sad for Hubby, i know he wanted to study. I know he don't want to fight in the first place. But, choices have consequences. And he was being expelled just like that D: But do you all people know how much i saw the efforts my hubby put in in his work? I can see that he's more hardworking and stuffs, even from reading his sister blog also can see. But whatthehell is wrong with Evergreen? Tmd. -.- Whatever, i'll still support hubby no matter what. I know he din't do it on purpose. I know he's stressed over it. I hope his family won't give him more stressed as i think he needed them, not in the way to blame him and stuffs. I don't know what i can do )':
Morning, slept for only 1hour plus. Then i woke up and went to school. Lol, imma good girl okay. Reached school, gosh, a little headache, and my body was like so stiff lohs, cause no energy liao. Then Art, i slept in the class, giving Mr Tan the excuse that i not feeling well (Which was kind of true), and i slept throughout the whole 1.5 hour. Shiock. After that, PE, ran and play like CRAZY together with Abigail, Cloe, Qiyin, Jingyi and Stephanie. Love them ttm :D Recess, Abigail can't eat the beehoon and suddenly, we saw Peishi, Joesphine, Sheena and Valerie finding for seat and then we called out to them call them sit tgt with us and eat. Lol, they so funny lohs, esp Sheena! :D Haha, seriously, i'm starting to love my class girls. Awww, i'm not a lesbian anws. Haha, although me and Cloe tried to act one! Ass. Haha. Then Amaths > Physics > Lunch break > Mother tongue. Awww manzxc, i seriously can die during those lessons. Want to sleep, but cannot! Arghhhhh.
Finish school, went to the Chemistry talk or something, then proceed to Netball, and i got back my PINK phone. Lol, but not really happy. Touchscreen now, so difficult to type out. Hate it! Then Netball was not that really tiring. Blahs, become shooter when i'm not shooting. Like waste those shots only ): I'm a lousy shooter. Also, there is a lack of shooters you know? Whatthehell ):
Hubby at Mac and i went to find him and he din't eat those veggies, see. Those lies again. And also, there are 2 cones there. But he claimed that it's already there when he reached. Okay, i trust him :) Home, eat, use com. Now, i don't know what more can i say already, am so tireeeeeeeeeeeed. ): So ciaos, 9more days before i offically declare that i'll stop using com as much already.
Appreciate what you have and who you have, because the future can take it all away from you.Mar 10, 2010
Your fantasies are an important source of inspiration, as they feed you with important clues for the future. Don't sell yourself short; go for the dreams with the brightest colors and the most magic.
Hello world, how are you guys today? :) Fine?
Anyways, here for an update. Lol. Might not be using com from maybe next week/tomorrow onwards, because i'll be concentrating on my 'O' levels. Parents nag about my results, and i think, i want to prove everyone wrong. I want to go in the course i want. I want to aim high. I want to be the best. But all these is nothing if i don't put in effort in my work. And if i continue sleeping in class, not doing my work, not handing in my work on task. And i guess, the main reason why is because the computer is my main distraction. So, i guess, i'll stop using. I mean, i would still use. Just lesser. I want to work hard. And i'm not kidding. (But i'm really afraid that i can't do it)
Today, had Art in the morning and Mr Tan taught us how to do 'Batik' (?) Lol, and it's really interesting, just that, i'm oh-so-not interesting with it. So difficult to make the lines, so difficult to control the thickness and the thinnest. FYI, we are using wax to do the painting. And FYI again, if the wax accidentaly dripped on the cloth, (FYI again X 2 , 'Batik' is done on cloth, not on those paper whom you all people think), we cannot cover it, it'll just stay there, that simply means, NO MISTAKES SHOULD BE DONE. So, instead, i'll take painting instead. Lol. Assembly, Mrs Kok talked to us about 'O' level and stuffs, to be frank, i din't even listen, because i was busy talking to Jasmintay about some things :)
English lessons, we have to do some picture discussion. And then summary. (For those who din't complete their homework) CE, gosh. Was so bored. Literally opening my eyes and listen, but i'm kind of sleeping inside. Whattheheck. I'm still not concentrating, enough. FuckMyLife. Mother tongue, got back our results for the pervios mock test, i got 38/70. See see, whatthehell am i doing again? I've always got at least an A or B for Mother Tongue. But now? Gosh, disappointing ):
After school, accompany Cloe to go take her phone from Mr Siva. And my dad din't write a letter for me yet. Lol, but he just helped me write. Great. Tomorrow i'll have back my phone already ^^ Then after that, Cloe and I went to our own classroom to study. But instead, we kept talking and talking. She keep pronoun Orchard to Or-zert! :B Awww manzxc. See, concentration lost again. Then we went to Night Market to buy the Honey Chicken Chop to eat, spicy much, cause i requested it to be extra spicy. Then I saw Bernard, Yihui, Shinmun, Zhenghan, Oscar, Anders and Amelia. Smile and walked off. Then i keep giving Cloe that 'face' because too spicy, then we go and buy drink, but still spicy. Lol, then after that, we went to the Smelly Tofu there to buy one and i brought it home for my mum. I dont know why my mum likes to eat this rubbish. Smelly ttm! & i can infer that Cloe is really scare of the smell. Well, when i reached home, i tried it and it's really awful at the first bite. But the second bite was okay. Lol, dont asked me how was the third bite, i stopped at the second. But the person told me that when you keep eating, you will find it nicer each time you bite. So i guess, that's the reason why my mum likes it so much!
Anyways, something happen to hubby and i'm really sad over it. It's like whatthefuck only. Bitch manzxc evergreen. Okay whatever. Gtg and bath already. Byebye.
I’ve always been a mischievous person, & if there’s a line, i will always cross it.Mar 09, 2010
When I'm angsty or pissed off, my anger slowly morphs into sadness and I get overwhelmed by this urge to cry.
Hello World, okay, short update today. Because i'm rushing off to sleep. I've to be in bed by 10.45pm and prepare to sleep and it's 10.13pm now!
Okay, where/what should i start with? Oh ya, yesterday had a huge huge war. & i guess i'm too harsh. But he deserve it afterall, for doing this to me! It hurts seriously ttm. But i've forgiven him. Well well weeeeell :) Hope i can really trust him. Yes, i still love him eventhough ... Hah!
Today lessons was alrights. I AM GOING TO FLUNK MY MOTHER TONGUE ALREADY. This sucks ttm. FML ): Well well well. Then we have SS and i started telling Abigail what was really bothering me the whole day. And felt so much better telling her uh. Although she's just a listening ear. I don't really want much comments though. Lol, and i think i know why sometimes, she doesn't want to tell me things about ... Haha, cause she scare i give too many comments, which is true. LOL! But i'll never make fun, that's for sure! :B LOL. And i can say, the new MR ANG, bastard from don't-know-which-planet certainly has landed on the wrong class. WRONG! Targeted the wrong person! Lol, he was seriously a asshole. I think he's a gay. He picked on Joesphine, called her a stupid girl, threathen her and stuffs. When she din't even do anything. And yes, we complain him to Mdm Aishah already. Too bad too sad, your underwear wet wet. See ya outside WRSS bastard :) Lol, English, was kind of talking and sleeping in the lesson. Bored ttm much.
Blahs, after school. Went to complain then Abigail and I proceed to the library to study. Haha. And i was telling her how disappointed am i and stuffs, then we go borrow the laptop, and did some serious gossipings :B Not gossips though, like what Jasmintay said, same thoughts :B HOHO! Then suddenly saw Jasmintay, WanWei and XiaoQian coming in. And we (Me and Abi), lol, actually is me start first. Asked Jasmin whether she saw ____ blog anot. Lol, and she din't. Then we showed her. Everyone reaction was like '@#$%*&^%$#@' , haha! Lol, whatever. When there is serious gossips thoughts to be done, it should be done :B
Haha, lol. Then when Cloe, Abi and I was about to leave the school. It started raining cats and dogs (Whao, long time never use this words liao, 'CATS AND DOGS' MEOW, WOOF!, and it reminded me of something :B) Then we went to opposite coffee shop to eat fries. So niao ): Haha, then Abigail took bus home and left me with Cloe and 1 umbrella :B Haha. Then she took the umbrella and i took one 7-eleven plastic bag to cover my head. Funny ttm. And she laughed so loudddd! HAHA :D Lol, then went home with hubby. Then he gave me some 'good' reasons why i should forgive him, and i forgived him already :)
Blahs, anws, something to share which i found on the web. Ps/ I dont know how true is it :|
10 Things Men Wish Women Knew About Them:
Here’s the standard line on men: We’re simple, straightforward, limited—and usually perfectly happy to leave it there. Why? Because it keeps your expectations of us low. But here’s the single biggest thing women don’t get about men: Masculinity is a complicated performance we agree to in order to be seen as men. Unfortunately, that performance is more designed to conceal than reveal us. For instance, it’s easier and more “masculine” for us to talk about the great sex we had rather than describe the great conversation afterward. So, a woman ends up knowing the male script, but not the man. Breaking character, then, I give you (in random order) 10 things he wishes you knew about him.
1. Even Men Like Compliments Every Once in a While
Real guys, or so the story goes, don’t need praise. Especially not about girlish things, like if those jeans show off our assets. But the truth is, men enjoy a little well-intentioned objectification. A squeeze of the biceps and a lingering stare when we reach for the top shelf—these remind us of what attracted you to us and appeal to our Darwinian sense of selectivity (i.e., what keeps you choosing us over the other monkeys). It also makes it OK, even desirable, to send a little objectification your way, too. And just to be clear, the praise doesn’t need to be physical. In fact, it’s important that women commend those things masculinity tends to belittle, like if we’re good cooks or get passionate about foreign films. Tell us, too, when we’ve been a good father, a caring son or a helpful husband. Watch how much faster the toilet gets cleaned.
2. We Are Brutally Honest Because We Care
We know that, at times, tact can be the only four-letter word that doesn’t describe us, but women need to rethink their reactions to male candor. Men lie and obfuscate with people they have no interest in. The art of BS—and indulging others with their BS—is how we get through the day. But with you, lucky you, we want to forget all that. We want to tell you why your mother bothers us and how you can solve the problem with your high-maintenance friend. In a relationship, honesty is a young man’s mistake because the longer a man feels punished for it, the more he begins to censor himself. And that’s when you really need to worry.
3. You Should Appreciate Our Reliability
Similar to honesty, a good man demonstrates his commitment to you by showing up. So it’s more than a little irritating to hear about your fascination with the jerk who has mastered the art of illusion: He’s there, but not really. It’s a vicious cycle—the more men feel those guys get the benefits of your time and attention, the more incentive we have to become those guys. And that’s bad for both of you since more of those guys turn your illusion into our delusion.
4. Love Means Never Having to Be Attached at the Hip
We acknowledge the importance of couple time. We’d even go so far as to say that, in the best relationships, love that is asserted each day deepens and extends. Lost in this, however, is the belief that time spent enriching oneself also enriches partnerships. In other words, going on a hiking weekend with the boys does not diminish the bond we share. Like women need the affirmation of their girl friends, guys need the companionship of other men. This kind of solo time will refresh us and we’ll come back with more for you.
5. We Respect You as Females—and Love What Makes You Women
It is sad to say that equality in our times means adopting the worst of both sexes: Men get more sexualized and women can be cruder. And while no fair-minded guy wants women to return to the 1950s sitcom (although coming home to a roast chicken and a stiff drink ain’t bad as a fantasy), neither do we want the elimination of the feminine as a virtue. Don’t be ashamed to hold on to those things that make you different from us, like how you care about smelling nice or reminding us of empathy. That isn’t regressive; it’s just beautiful. To see the exception, read #6.
6. Be the Boss in the Bedroom
Two words: Unleash yourself. Express your fantasies. Use your hands along with your…imagination. Show us who’s boss and give us good directions—you already know we don’t do well asking for them. Your explanations will heighten our intuition and your pleasure.
7. Our First Commitment Is to Ourselves
One of the biggest complaints by women (for the second, read #8) is that men don’t commit. Right or wrong, men are raised to believe that a successful life hinges on self-fulfillment. Relationships, at first glance, seem to impinge on that. They make men nervous that the pursuit of happiness will become the path of missed opportunity. But men do come around to understand that true self-fulfillment depends on fulfilling another. What can you do in the meantime? Take a page from our script on this one and focus on your self-fulfillment, your own passions. This kind of healthy withdrawal will make pursuing you part of our happiness.
8. For Us, Seeing Is Believing
Want to know why men like sports? Pure, measurable success. At the end of the game, no one can dispute the number of touchdown passes or home runs. An athlete works toward a goal and is rewarded with concrete proof of his effort. What is the irrefutable proof of a successful emotional life? Here, the data is less tangible. Men fear endeavors where success is vague because failure seems a likely result. In case you hadn’t noticed, we hate to fail. One way to take the failure out is to become his ally in those pursuits that bring him emotionally alive; his attempt at wholeness there will illuminate the great rewards of an emotional life elsewhere.
9. We May Lose Small Battles, but Always Remember the Wars We’ve Won
How important is putting the toilet seat down if the yard is mowed each week? Does it matter that an item was forgotten at the store when he checked off the rest? If he let the kid go to his friend’s with a stained shirt but made sure to spend time on his science project, is there a point to mentioning it? Women should remember to give credit where credit is due.
10. Fathers Are Just as Important as Mothers
It can seem, at times, that the world elevates the feminine over the masculine and that the lessons men can impart are outmoded or regarded as Neanderthal. But when a bully is picking on your son, your husband showing him how to throw a punch is not nonsensical. Or if your daughter has an athletic talent, his testosterone-fueled guidance may teach her more than just competitiveness. Honoring what men know based on their experiences is just as valuable to the young as the insights of women. Freely sharing his wisdom prevents imbalance, both in us and those we seek to help.
Lol, true or not? :\ Alrights. Gtg. Ciaos :D Goodnights!
Everything hurts in the end.Mar 08, 2010
Fill in the blank, _____________________.
Belief is a beautiful armor but makes for the heaviest sword, like punching underwater, you never can hit who you're trying for.
Says I am flirt.
Says I am a bitch.
Says I get angry easily.
Says I get jealous easily.
Says I am unreasonable.
Says I always am unglam.
Says I have attitude problem.
(I din't claimed that you all said all of these, but this is what you think? Isn't it?)
I flirt. Yes, i talked to guys. I flirt. I laughed together with them. I'm a flirt. True enough. Gossip more. Fine.
I bitch about other girls. Because i am in the fucking wrong. Because my big mouth cause all it. Because my feelings told me so. And all because those girls act like a total bitch. Talking bad about me, showing me attitude, taking what i say as rubbish. Fine. My wrong. My wrong for not acting oh-so-innocent in front of them. My wrong for showing my dislike to those bitch. My wrong. Fine. I'm a bitch.
Says i get angry, jealous, unreasonable and have attitude problem. I'm in the wrong. I should not be angry at you, Fine. I should not be jealous easily, Fine. I should not be so unreasonable. Fine. Blame me. But isn't this the same old me as you known when we first met? I never act as if i'm not. I don't deny. Live with it. Or live without it. You choose. Your decision. Maybe i should not be like this anymore. I should not care anymore. Fine.
Says i'm unglam. Don't you all blurp, fart or whatever shit. C'mon. Tell me, you are all civilised people. Fine.
Fine. Whatever. You all are the best people in the whole wide world. While i'm the one out there being said as a bitch. I act as if i know nothing. But truth surface, sooner or later. You all have the amazing wonderful attitude, character, looks and attitude. Whatever. At the very least i don't act as friendly as some of you are. Know yourself.
And I am in the wrong again? Fine.
You have shown me patient. You said sorry everytime we fight. But all along, you don't mean it. You told me, you say sorry because you don't know what else you can say. Then everytime we fight, can i have the same excuse? I inorge you because i don't know what else can I say. My pride told me not to give in so easily. But asked yourself, everytime we fight. How long did it took for me to forgive you. Days? Million hours? C'mon, just pure few hours. Not even a day. Sometimes, not even an hour. Listen to your friend ADVICE? Who are they to comment? -'- If you say you never listen to them, then how come you tell me what they say about me everytime we fight? Obviously, you agree with them. Obviously, you are telling me i'm acting like what they say. You are like slapping me hard on the face when you told me all that. I'm not angry when i kept quiet. It's just that i have nothing to say. It's just that i don't know i'm acting in that manner. Just because you just keep quiet about all those thing you dislike about me. You are just afraid that i'll be angry. And you allow me to behave in all those rubbish attitude. And then, i'm in the wrong again. Fine. All i can say is, you have change.
The strong me had just crumbled.
明知道有些问题 没有答案还是要问Mar 06, 2010
Hello ugly world,
Yesterday have this 2.4km run @ Yishun. Tell me. Why do I always feel like pee-ing everytime i run? It applied to yesterday, also to last previous years. It's like, already going run liao then all these lame + stupid feelings came. What the heck, and it's like coming out already lohs. And i was really worried about not getting the first few you know. Mainly cause this year, there are too many competitors. & i was so worried because my stamina drop like fuck. Damn it. Well, was running like crazy. & i actually ran beside Trudie and we talked. I keep telling her i cannot tahan already. Too urgent, my pee is coming out. Then she kept telling me, encouraging me to go on. Saying that the finish point is nearer and nearer. Well, it seems near afterall. But actually, it's because all those Secondary 3's crowding around the finishing point, and also mainly, some are not finished yet, and they are walking like nobody business. Crap. And it actually make the ending point look so near. Damnit. Okay, i've got my position, 55. & i was like so shocked when i got my card. Because i thought i would get a number 3 card or something. Lame shit. It's actually because we ran together with the Sec 3's. And the Sec 3's ran first. Like so unfair ttm manzxc. But after that, i learnt that they will minus off the time when they took off to when we took off. And i hope i meet my target of running in between 10-12mins. *prays super hard*
After the run, Abigail, Cloe, Yuenhui and myself went to my house to listen to some old songs while they ate their Cup noodles. Then after that went to play mahjong. After playing, they went home and i went to have my dinner with Hubby Wong. Lol. Ate fishball noodle, kns, the noodles so ... yucks! Not nice to eat one. Next time i will keep it a point not to eat their fishball noodle already. LOL. Then went home and i was feeling really tired. Then lying on my bed, already dozing off to sleep @ i think 9pm plus, then mum wake me up to drink the black chicken soup and say it's really gooooooood. Man, i have to gulp everything down, also not forgetting to eat the black chicken (Serious black) then went to lie down on my bed. Was tired ttm manzxc. I think a little while later. I fell asleep like some pig.
Woke up @ 6.35am. Lol, fuck, cause my body already used to woke up so early. Then i went back to sleep again lohs. Woke up @ 8am plus and started to read the book 'Chosen', and i'm now already three quarter. Finishing soon. I, myself, was amazed at how fast i read. Lol, i'm not totally-those-bookworm-girl. But this book seriously rocks ttm. Asked AngQiyin, JasminTay and MichelleChoh. They will agree to it too, right babes? :D Cause they also reading this book too. Lol, Jasmintay, how i wished i was Marked too. I wanted to be like them, and from the book, it seems that all those guys there are hunks. Manzxc. Imagine that. Huh? That means i have to ditched my human boyfriend? ): Lol, or not i can imprinted with Kaicong :D HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! LOL, then i can be like her having 3 boyfriends at one go. Whattheheck, then i'll turn into a Ho manzxc. LOL! Nonononono, i don't want to ditch my human boyfriend. I love WongKaiCong ttm *muacks*.But it seems so cool. But there's no such thing as being Marked rights? It's just plain fantasy. Bitch. Hah! And the book have those dirty-little-thing-such-as-sex-moments. Lol, it's pretty nice to read. Not as if i'm some kind of horny bitch, just that it makes the book slightly more interesting. LOL.
Then i went back to sleep again. Haha! Was tired enough. Slept till around 1-2plus. Woke up, and i'm such a gooooood girl, i went and do my homework. And now, i'm done with it. So i can relax and use computer. Haha. Parents went Bugis with my younger brother and I was too lazy to go, plus my eyes hurts alot. So i guess, i'll not wear contacts today. Right now, have nothing to do manzxc. Plurk is so booooooooooooring. Hubby, Jeremy and Maria went Bishan. But i too lazy to go, plus just now i have to complete my homework, also i have to not wear my contact lens, remember? Lol. & don't ever tell me to wear spects, because i'll never ever go out looking so nerdy. Like some kind of fugly girl. Lol.
Oh ya, just now my house suddenly seems so bright, and it's kind of weird because it's like 5plus already. And it should be really dark. But it seems so bright, like the Sun purposly shine on me. *blushed* LOL! Fuck, so bhb! Hahaha, and just now i am so high. Cloe called me and then i asked her to pei me to play the mahjong :) Finally someone to talk to me and play com. Haha, so shiock. Then her computer keep shutting down uh. Lol, then she have to keep on her com, play awhile then off again, haha! Then we have to keep exit and play again and again. Lol. So fun. Okay, got to go now. I'm so tired, have to bath and then out for dinner. I think i go minimart buy something up, or i think just skip dinner :D Lol. Ciaos people.
I dont understand why are you doing all these. But all i can say, truth surface someday. Even if they don't, you know what you have done. And some have already seen through you :) Try harder next time, you certainly have alot more to go :) & to you, i thought i can trust you but now, i'm really afraid of you. I mean, i'm only starting to dislike you, which is already bad enough. But i think you also have enough. Weird much. And both of you, 3 words i can describe ; Two Sided Snake. I'm sorry i've to say this, i mean, i wanted peace. But somehow, it seems impossible. Disappointing much. But it' okay anyways, doesn't matter :) Lol, enough ranting.
Michelle Chua Xue Qi ♥
7 November 1994
Don't judge me, because you all know nothing.
Read, and try to understand me instead :)
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