I ♥ WONG KAI CONG

Guess what? I'm going to be the bad guy out there, again :)

Michellelovepink — Sun, 21 Mar 2010 10:14:36 +0800

To me, fearless is not the absence of fear. It’s not being completely unafraid. To me, fearless is having fears. Fearless is having doubts. Lots of them. To me, fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death.

Hello World,

Holidays is going to end soon, and my feelings are all ruin up. I wanted to study really hard you know. But i'm scare i cannot concentate in class and stuffs. Whatever, i'm going to prove myself wrong.

Anyways, Yesterday went to Lavender to take passport. Whaaa piang, so many people. Haha, and i seriously love my new passport ttm ^^ Cause the old me look fugly ugly. After recieving my passport, went to Grandpa house downstairs the market to eat, damn nice. Then went Grandpa house. Super sian, was watching tv for like 3 hours? Whatthehell. Then around 4-5plus, went Amk find Hubby. He very ass one lohs, call me when reach Yew Tee call him or something, so he can leave house, i reach Chua Chu Kang (Or is it Yio Chu Kang?), i already called him to prepare liao. Then he has 3 stops to prepare himself you know. Then in the end, he missed the train, i've to stop at Woodlands to wait for the next train to board.

Lol, then after that, we went to Amk to buy tickets for Alice In The Wonderland. Before the movie starts, went to Sumo house to eat. Damn nice. ^^ Haha, after that, went back. Well, the book and the movie is kind of alike. Lol, blahs, went back Adm. & because i din't bring my Keys, i've to wait for my parents to reach home, so i can go home. Lol. So went to find some of the 715, Chiew Hao helped me and hubby to see 'our future' by reading our palm. Blahs, went home.

Edited/

Well, was doing a update now, cause later i'll be having tuition at 1pm. After tuition, i'm going to force myself home straight, and start doing those homeworks which are incomplete and some revisions, then iron my uniform then will be using com again ^^ Haha. So see what time i'll finish then. So, ciaos. If i've the time, i'll blog again tonight :)

I'm back, well, as you all can see, i'm back from tuition. Super boring uh. Eyes hurts alot. Suddenly the eyes-infection thingy seems coming back to me. I don't wanttt that! Whatthehell. Okay. Lol, i am going to do a quick one, as i'm going to bath and find hubby to eat dinner already ^^Actually today was just boring, after tuition, i quickly went home and complete my homework, half-way done, and i'm already lazy. Whattheheck? I'm so pissed at myself. Even if i tried and tried, i cannot write my answers down, therefore, i stopped on my homework. Such determination. Bullshit.

Haha, & before i went for my tuition. Had a talk with Jasmintay, whaaa piang. So pissed off that that young girl. Haha, whatever. okayokay. Gtg liao. Byebye. Will blog again when i'm free.

Michellelovepink — Fri, 19 Mar 2010 22:24:38 +0800

Wong Kai Cong is here.

I Love her man!^^ Gtg liao,later she scold.ciao*bye!

I find myself thinking about you more than I should.

Michellelovepink — Fri, 19 Mar 2010 19:14:35 +0800

All my life I’ve felt like there was some part of me missing and I felt that everyone could tell. Like there was some hole in me and everyone could see through it, like I wasn’t finished or something.

Hello world. What's up recently? Finnnnnnnnnnnne? :)

Recently, was kind of busy, and i'm starting to control myself on the use of computer already. & i had made the first move of freezing my plurk account already. Cool or what? ^^ Forgotten what am I suppose to blog already. My mind like so blank. Had so much to share. But still, lazy to type so many things out. Haha. Alrights, just a brief.

16 March - Netball chalet. Was kind of bored at first, those Siglap girls don't look like their age, i swear they look older. Lol. Lucky when we checked in, Farhannah ran and chose the best room for us. Hah. It's not that we are selfish or what so ever lohs. Okay, blahs. Went swimming, we all like cheerleaders like that, climb up on one another, one word : CRAZY. Then played scoccer, then BBQ. BBQ sucks, those Siglap girls cook already never offer us, and when we cook those chicken wing, they automatic take. & i still have to serve one of them. Whao. Ass. & they went to swim in the middle of the night when they are not suppose to. Nvm. Next morning, they went to swim again and ran off tgt with all those chocolates and foods we have! Bitch enough? When we woke up. I think there's nothing left for us to eat and stuffs. And they never pack up, they just ran off. And we, WRSS-ians, have to pay for the mess they make. Bitch.

After the chalet, went Marina Square and Farhannah, Hidayah, Natasha & Nadila went bowling. Then Abigail Zuiai, Me & Hubby went to catch toys ^^ So glad we caught a Hello Kitty 'pillow' :) The stuff face so black. Lol, then after that, brought a present for Zhenghan then proceed to east coast to find them. Din't manage to see Jen there. Guess we too early go liao. Walked so bloodly long, then after that Abigail Zuiai and me when Marsiling to eat, then Home Sweet Home.

18 March - Netball Training. Baby just came back from Chalet. Went cwp after that, ate with Abigail Zuiai & Awesome Eunice. Then we went to walk walk a little. After that, went bi house to cook maggie mee for him. Lol, i like so cheapskate. But my cooking rocks horhs \m/ Lol, feel bad for ps-ing Eunice. I'm so sorry ):

Whao, such a long post. Surprise at myself. Hah. Okayokay. Ciaos, gtg annnnd watch my Drama already ^^

Soneone told my Hubby this : ' Eh Kaicong, accompany me leh'. OMG. No one talk to you or what? Why my boyfriend? Haha. Accompany you do what? Talk? Well well well, are you disappointed? That my Hubby walked away from you? Instead of accompany you? Tsktsk. :) Am i suppose to pity you or what?

Well. Don't say i'm bad or what so ever. Imagine someone who liked your boyfriend once, then now CLAIMED that she like one guy while she's always with another guy who is attempting to jio her. And then she said this to your boyfriend one day during a chalet and it happen you are not there and the other rest of the people are not there, how will you react? Too bad. I'm stating the facts. Hate me? Awww. I don't fucking care ^^

PS ; I din't mention any name.

PS ; I din't want to do this. But this is what you want uh?

PS ; Three words : You Deserve It.

Michellelovepink — Mon, 15 Mar 2010 19:46:35 +0800

She's gonna kill me again, but i am running out of photos! ):

Death must be so beautiful. To lie in the soft brown earth, with the grasses waving above one’s head, and listen to silence. To have no yesterday, and no tomorrow. To forget time, to forgive life, to be at peace.

Hello world, it seems 58694521203687 hours/seconds that i did not touched my computer already. Miss my com ttm manzxc. Alrights, let me update what i've done recently.

Saturday - Went out with Hubby to Jurong point and watch movie. We went to watch the 'Being Human' , kind of funny somehow. Lol, then we walked around and around Jurong Point till die. Lol, sibei sianzxc! D: Blahsblahs, went home. Lol. Now, i'm really pissed with Jack Neo, lame ass. Cheated on his wife for so many bloodly time. Bitchzxc. If i have a husband like that, guess what i will do. Sure fucking kill my husband first, then his mistress. It takes 2 hands to clap. Lol, maybe i like that say, skali next time forgive my husband. Hmmmmm. Probably not. LOL. But he's seriously an ass! Fuck him. Still got face asked for forgiveness.

Sunday - Tuition, Wilfred came back. But the class was still as quiet. After tuition, i went to find my parents and then we go IMM to find my relatives. Walked around, and i brought Nail Art. Was super chio, going to do my nails later on :D Heheheheheh. Told my cousin some stuffs and blahs, went home after that, was tired ttm ):

Today - Woke up late for lessons, because stomach ache ): Manzxc, this totally sucks. This few days always like that lohs. But thankfully, never late ^^ Don't know why. Then we go Nanyang Poly, walked alot. Kind of fun, and i feel like taking Nursing leh, seriously. Hahahahahah, seems so good. Not sure what course to take yet. Lol. After that, Abigail, Cloe and I went to AMK the sumo house to eat :D Shiock!

Anyways, don't know what more to blog already. Will not be using com as often liao. Tomorrow will be going Netball Chalet :D Hope it will be fuuuuuuuuuun! ^^ Ciaos.

I still can't imagine i did that. Lol.

Pull yourself together before you set yourself apart.

Michellelovepink — Sat, 13 Mar 2010 00:24:41 +0800

True love burns the brightest, but the brightest flames leave the deepest scars.

Hello world, feel like eating cake now. Do you? :B

Today, we had Social Studies follow by Art, Mathematics and then Home Period. Nothing much to say though, lol. After school, Cloe, Qiyin and I waited for Abigail and YuenHui to come out. Then we proceed to buy Cup Noodle from outside school. Fortunately/Unfortunately, it rain and all 5 of us ran for shelter, although we wanted to play with the rain somehow :B Hahhaha. Lol, then saw Mr Siva and Mr Yap, we asked them can we run in the rain not. Lol, like so lame lohs. Cause see like no one dare to run in front of them mahs.

After eating, we went to class and play/laugh like mad. Literally. HAH! Then Napfa, well, was kind of disappointed at my standing board jump. All get A's only standing board jump, but it's like a 156cm tall girl jump till 182cm right? Lol, even my leg is not long enough. Okayokay, i hate to admit, but my standing board jump totally sucks ): Then after Napfa, Cloe, Abigail and I went to Night Market to buy something to eat. Lol, then faster go back school to bath. And i dint bring any thing to bath/change. So Abigail lend me her towel, and Cloe lend me her body wash. So kind of them. Thanks you babes! :D Faster looked for parents after that, and again, I swear i din't listen to what Mrs Kok as said, as i was busy talking to my Dad, Mum, Abigail, Abigail's dad, Cloe & Qiyin. Cloe's mum is too far, so cannot talk to her, and plus don't know what to say. Qiyin's mum like quiet quiet. So also never talk to her. LOL. And my mum say Qiyin look alike like Weikang? Like whatthehell?! :b

After parents briefing, we went back to class and Mdm Aishah start her speech telling all parents that they must be more firm with us, and show us more care. Telling us that we shouldn't have any Boy-Girl-Relationship (tsktsk :/), should use lesser of computer and last but not least, showed us the reults of the number of passes. (Dont know if got forget any points anot. Lol) Blahs, then parents-meeting-session begins. Those DNT students are suppose to go to the other room while the Art and FNN students stayed back. Actually i thought it will be kind of bad having Mdm Aishah talking to us. But i was so wrong. When she called out my name, i went to her and she actually showed me my results first :

And inside me was like 'Ohmygosh, how? ):' Then Mdm Aishah started talking. I thought she was going to scold me or what. Then she told me parents that i've behave well in this new term. Saying i've contribute alot to the class. Say that i've improve alot in this term, and she is very proud of me. My dad then say something about my results, but Mdm Aishah say that she was sure that i'll catch up with my work. And stuffs, all compliments, no complains. First time, lousy results, but nice words come out from the teacher. Was totally shocked and happy.

After this talk, my parents went to buy things and then i proceed home and blahs :b Then now blog. So tired manzxc. Hahaahaha, but i still want play mahjong. So ... CIAOS! :D

I'm so-gonna work hard this year, just wait and see.

Life keeps spinning.

Michellelovepink — Thu, 11 Mar 2010 21:14:16 +0800

There’s always been that one person,no matter how long it’s been,or how badly they’ve treated you,if they say i love you,you will say it back.

Hello world. Life is still the same, isn't it? Bored ttm ):

Yesterday night, went to find hubby and talk. Lol. And we kind of talked throughout till around 4-5am plus, then i went home to sleep. I felt really sad for Hubby, i know he wanted to study. I know he don't want to fight in the first place. But, choices have consequences. And he was being expelled just like that D: But do you all people know how much i saw the efforts my hubby put in in his work? I can see that he's more hardworking and stuffs, even from reading his sister blog also can see. But whatthehell is wrong with Evergreen? Tmd. -.- Whatever, i'll still support hubby no matter what. I know he din't do it on purpose. I know he's stressed over it. I hope his family won't give him more stressed as i think he needed them, not in the way to blame him and stuffs. I don't know what i can do )':

Morning, slept for only 1hour plus. Then i woke up and went to school. Lol, imma good girl okay. Reached school, gosh, a little headache, and my body was like so stiff lohs, cause no energy liao. Then Art, i slept in the class, giving Mr Tan the excuse that i not feeling well (Which was kind of true), and i slept throughout the whole 1.5 hour. Shiock. After that, PE, ran and play like CRAZY together with Abigail, Cloe, Qiyin, Jingyi and Stephanie. Love them ttm :D Recess, Abigail can't eat the beehoon and suddenly, we saw Peishi, Joesphine, Sheena and Valerie finding for seat and then we called out to them call them sit tgt with us and eat. Lol, they so funny lohs, esp Sheena! :D Haha, seriously, i'm starting to love my class girls. Awww, i'm not a lesbian anws. Haha, although me and Cloe tried to act one! Ass. Haha. Then Amaths > Physics > Lunch break > Mother tongue. Awww manzxc, i seriously can die during those lessons. Want to sleep, but cannot! Arghhhhh.

Finish school, went to the Chemistry talk or something, then proceed to Netball, and i got back my PINK phone. Lol, but not really happy. Touchscreen now, so difficult to type out. Hate it! Then Netball was not that really tiring. Blahs, become shooter when i'm not shooting. Like waste those shots only ): I'm a lousy shooter. Also, there is a lack of shooters you know? Whatthehell ):

Hubby at Mac and i went to find him and he din't eat those veggies, see. Those lies again. And also, there are 2 cones there. But he claimed that it's already there when he reached. Okay, i trust him :) Home, eat, use com. Now, i don't know what more can i say already, am so tireeeeeeeeeeeed. ): So ciaos, 9more days before i offically declare that i'll stop using com as much already.

Appreciate what you have and who you have, because the future can take it all away from you.

Michellelovepink — Wed, 10 Mar 2010 22:25:01 +0800

Your fantasies are an important source of inspiration, as they feed you with important clues for the future. Don't sell yourself short; go for the dreams with the brightest colors and the most magic.

Hello world, how are you guys today? :) Fine?

Anyways, here for an update. Lol. Might not be using com from maybe next week/tomorrow onwards, because i'll be concentrating on my 'O' levels. Parents nag about my results, and i think, i want to prove everyone wrong. I want to go in the course i want. I want to aim high. I want to be the best. But all these is nothing if i don't put in effort in my work. And if i continue sleeping in class, not doing my work, not handing in my work on task. And i guess, the main reason why is because the computer is my main distraction. So, i guess, i'll stop using. I mean, i would still use. Just lesser. I want to work hard. And i'm not kidding. (But i'm really afraid that i can't do it)

Today, had Art in the morning and Mr Tan taught us how to do 'Batik' (?) Lol, and it's really interesting, just that, i'm oh-so-not interesting with it. So difficult to make the lines, so difficult to control the thickness and the thinnest. FYI, we are using wax to do the painting. And FYI again, if the wax accidentaly dripped on the cloth, (FYI again X 2 , 'Batik' is done on cloth, not on those paper whom you all people think), we cannot cover it, it'll just stay there, that simply means, NO MISTAKES SHOULD BE DONE. So, instead, i'll take painting instead. Lol. Assembly, Mrs Kok talked to us about 'O' level and stuffs, to be frank, i din't even listen, because i was busy talking to Jasmintay about some things :)

English lessons, we have to do some picture discussion. And then summary. (For those who din't complete their homework) CE, gosh. Was so bored. Literally opening my eyes and listen, but i'm kind of sleeping inside. Whattheheck. I'm still not concentrating, enough. FuckMyLife. Mother tongue, got back our results for the pervios mock test, i got 38/70. See see, whatthehell am i doing again? I've always got at least an A or B for Mother Tongue. But now? Gosh, disappointing ):

After school, accompany Cloe to go take her phone from Mr Siva. And my dad din't write a letter for me yet. Lol, but he just helped me write. Great. Tomorrow i'll have back my phone already ^^ Then after that, Cloe and I went to our own classroom to study. But instead, we kept talking and talking. She keep pronoun Orchard to Or-zert! :B Awww manzxc. See, concentration lost again. Then we went to Night Market to buy the Honey Chicken Chop to eat, spicy much, cause i requested it to be extra spicy. Then I saw Bernard, Yihui, Shinmun, Zhenghan, Oscar, Anders and Amelia. Smile and walked off. Then i keep giving Cloe that 'face' because too spicy, then we go and buy drink, but still spicy. Lol, then after that, we went to the Smelly Tofu there to buy one and i brought it home for my mum. I dont know why my mum likes to eat this rubbish. Smelly ttm! & i can infer that Cloe is really scare of the smell. Well, when i reached home, i tried it and it's really awful at the first bite. But the second bite was okay. Lol, dont asked me how was the third bite, i stopped at the second. But the person told me that when you keep eating, you will find it nicer each time you bite. So i guess, that's the reason why my mum likes it so much!

Anyways, something happen to hubby and i'm really sad over it. It's like whatthefuck only. Bitch manzxc evergreen. Okay whatever. Gtg and bath already. Byebye.

I’ve always been a mischievous person, & if there’s a line, i will always cross it.

Michellelovepink — Tue, 09 Mar 2010 22:37:26 +0800

When I'm angsty or pissed off, my anger slowly morphs into sadness and I get overwhelmed by this urge to cry.

Hello World, okay, short update today. Because i'm rushing off to sleep. I've to be in bed by 10.45pm and prepare to sleep and it's 10.13pm now!

Okay, where/what should i start with? Oh ya, yesterday had a huge huge war. & i guess i'm too harsh. But he deserve it afterall, for doing this to me! It hurts seriously ttm. But i've forgiven him. Well well weeeeell :) Hope i can really trust him. Yes, i still love him eventhough ... Hah!

Today lessons was alrights. I AM GOING TO FLUNK MY MOTHER TONGUE ALREADY. This sucks ttm. FML ): Well well well. Then we have SS and i started telling Abigail what was really bothering me the whole day. And felt so much better telling her uh. Although she's just a listening ear. I don't really want much comments though. Lol, and i think i know why sometimes, she doesn't want to tell me things about ... Haha, cause she scare i give too many comments, which is true. LOL! But i'll never make fun, that's for sure! :B LOL. And i can say, the new MR ANG, bastard from don't-know-which-planet certainly has landed on the wrong class. WRONG! Targeted the wrong person! Lol, he was seriously a asshole. I think he's a gay. He picked on Joesphine, called her a stupid girl, threathen her and stuffs. When she din't even do anything. And yes, we complain him to Mdm Aishah already. Too bad too sad, your underwear wet wet. See ya outside WRSS bastard :) Lol, English, was kind of talking and sleeping in the lesson. Bored ttm much.

Blahs, after school. Went to complain then Abigail and I proceed to the library to study. Haha. And i was telling her how disappointed am i and stuffs, then we go borrow the laptop, and did some serious gossipings :B Not gossips though, like what Jasmintay said, same thoughts :B HOHO! Then suddenly saw Jasmintay, WanWei and XiaoQian coming in. And we (Me and Abi), lol, actually is me start first. Asked Jasmin whether she saw ____ blog anot. Lol, and she din't. Then we showed her. Everyone reaction was like '@#$%*&^%$#@' , haha! Lol, whatever. When there is serious gossips thoughts to be done, it should be done :B

Haha, lol. Then when Cloe, Abi and I was about to leave the school. It started raining cats and dogs (Whao, long time never use this words liao, 'CATS AND DOGS' MEOW, WOOF!, and it reminded me of something :B) Then we went to opposite coffee shop to eat fries. So niao ): Haha, then Abigail took bus home and left me with Cloe and 1 umbrella :B Haha. Then she took the umbrella and i took one 7-eleven plastic bag to cover my head. Funny ttm. And she laughed so loudddd! HAHA :D Lol, then went home with hubby. Then he gave me some 'good' reasons why i should forgive him, and i forgived him already :)

Blahs, anws, something to share which i found on the web. Ps/ I dont know how true is it :|

10 Things Men Wish Women Knew About Them:

Here’s the standard line on men: We’re simple, straightforward, limited-and usually perfectly happy to leave it there. Why? Because it keeps your expectations of us low. But here’s the single biggest thing women don’t get about men: Masculinity is a complicated performance we agree to in order to be seen as men. Unfortunately, that performance is more designed to conceal than reveal us. For instance, it’s easier and more “masculine” for us to talk about the great sex we had rather than describe the great conversation afterward. So, a woman ends up knowing the male script, but not the man. Breaking character, then, I give you (in random order) 10 things he wishes you knew about him.

1. Even Men Like Compliments Every Once in a While
Real guys, or so the story goes, don’t need praise. Especially not about girlish things, like if those jeans show off our assets. But the truth is, men enjoy a little well-intentioned objectification. A squeeze of the biceps and a lingering stare when we reach for the top shelf-these remind us of what attracted you to us and appeal to our Darwinian sense of selectivity (i.e., what keeps you choosing us over the other monkeys). It also makes it OK, even desirable, to send a little objectification your way, too. And just to be clear, the praise doesn’t need to be physical. In fact, it’s important that women commend those things masculinity tends to belittle, like if we’re good cooks or get passionate about foreign films. Tell us, too, when we’ve been a good father, a caring son or a helpful husband. Watch how much faster the toilet gets cleaned.

2. We Are Brutally Honest Because We Care
We know that, at times, tact can be the only four-letter word that doesn’t describe us, but women need to rethink their reactions to male candor. Men lie and obfuscate with people they have no interest in. The art of BS-and indulging others with their BS-is how we get through the day. But with you, lucky you, we want to forget all that. We want to tell you why your mother bothers us and how you can solve the problem with your high-maintenance friend. In a relationship, honesty is a young man’s mistake because the longer a man feels punished for it, the more he begins to censor himself. And that’s when you really need to worry.

3. You Should Appreciate Our Reliability
Similar to honesty, a good man demonstrates his commitment to you by showing up. So it’s more than a little irritating to hear about your fascination with the jerk who has mastered the art of illusion: He’s there, but not really. It’s a vicious cycle-the more men feel those guys get the benefits of your time and attention, the more incentive we have to become those guys. And that’s bad for both of you since more of those guys turn your illusion into our delusion.

4. Love Means Never Having to Be Attached at the Hip
We acknowledge the importance of couple time. We’d even go so far as to say that, in the best relationships, love that is asserted each day deepens and extends. Lost in this, however, is the belief that time spent enriching oneself also enriches partnerships. In other words, going on a hiking weekend with the boys does not diminish the bond we share. Like women need the affirmation of their girl friends, guys need the companionship of other men. This kind of solo time will refresh us and we’ll come back with more for you.

5. We Respect You as Females-and Love What Makes You Women
It is sad to say that equality in our times means adopting the worst of both sexes: Men get more sexualized and women can be cruder. And while no fair-minded guy wants women to return to the 1950s sitcom (although coming home to a roast chicken and a stiff drink ain’t bad as a fantasy), neither do we want the elimination of the feminine as a virtue. Don’t be ashamed to hold on to those things that make you different from us, like how you care about smelling nice or reminding us of empathy. That isn’t regressive; it’s just beautiful. To see the exception, read #6.

6. Be the Boss in the Bedroom
Two words: Unleash yourself. Express your fantasies. Use your hands along with your…imagination. Show us who’s boss and give us good directions-you already know we don’t do well asking for them. Your explanations will heighten our intuition and your pleasure.

7. Our First Commitment Is to Ourselves
One of the biggest complaints by women (for the second, read #8) is that men don’t commit. Right or wrong, men are raised to believe that a successful life hinges on self-fulfillment. Relationships, at first glance, seem to impinge on that. They make men nervous that the pursuit of happiness will become the path of missed opportunity. But men do come around to understand that true self-fulfillment depends on fulfilling another. What can you do in the meantime? Take a page from our script on this one and focus on your self-fulfillment, your own passions. This kind of healthy withdrawal will make pursuing you part of our happiness.

8. For Us, Seeing Is Believing
Want to know why men like sports? Pure, measurable success. At the end of the game, no one can dispute the number of touchdown passes or home runs. An athlete works toward a goal and is rewarded with concrete proof of his effort. What is the irrefutable proof of a successful emotional life? Here, the data is less tangible. Men fear endeavors where success is vague because failure seems a likely result. In case you hadn’t noticed, we hate to fail. One way to take the failure out is to become his ally in those pursuits that bring him emotionally alive; his attempt at wholeness there will illuminate the great rewards of an emotional life elsewhere.

9. We May Lose Small Battles, but Always Remember the Wars We’ve Won
How important is putting the toilet seat down if the yard is mowed each week? Does it matter that an item was forgotten at the store when he checked off the rest? If he let the kid go to his friend’s with a stained shirt but made sure to spend time on his science project, is there a point to mentioning it? Women should remember to give credit where credit is due.

10. Fathers Are Just as Important as Mothers
It can seem, at times, that the world elevates the feminine over the masculine and that the lessons men can impart are outmoded or regarded as Neanderthal. But when a bully is picking on your son, your husband showing him how to throw a punch is not nonsensical. Or if your daughter has an athletic talent, his testosterone-fueled guidance may teach her more than just competitiveness. Honoring what men know based on their experiences is just as valuable to the young as the insights of women. Freely sharing his wisdom prevents imbalance, both in us and those we seek to help.

Lol, true or not? :\ Alrights. Gtg. Ciaos :D Goodnights!

Everything hurts in the end.

Michellelovepink — Mon, 08 Mar 2010 21:30:33 +0800

Fill in the blank, _____________________.

Belief is a beautiful armor but makes for the heaviest sword, like punching underwater, you never can hit who you're trying for.

Says I am flirt.

Says I am a bitch.

Says I get angry easily.

Says I get jealous easily.

Says I am unreasonable.

Says I always am unglam.

Says I have attitude problem.

(I din't claimed that you all said all of these, but this is what you think? Isn't it?)

I flirt. Yes, i talked to guys. I flirt. I laughed together with them. I'm a flirt. True enough. Gossip more. Fine.

I bitch about other girls. Because i am in the fucking wrong. Because my big mouth cause all it. Because my feelings told me so. And all because those girls act like a total bitch. Talking bad about me, showing me attitude, taking what i say as rubbish. Fine. My wrong. My wrong for not acting oh-so-innocent in front of them. My wrong for showing my dislike to those bitch. My wrong. Fine. I'm a bitch.

Says i get angry, jealous, unreasonable and have attitude problem. I'm in the wrong. I should not be angry at you, Fine. I should not be jealous easily, Fine. I should not be so unreasonable. Fine. Blame me. But isn't this the same old me as you known when we first met? I never act as if i'm not. I don't deny. Live with it. Or live without it. You choose. Your decision. Maybe i should not be like this anymore. I should not care anymore. Fine.

Says i'm unglam. Don't you all blurp, fart or whatever shit. C'mon. Tell me, you are all civilised people. Fine.

Fine. Whatever. You all are the best people in the whole wide world. While i'm the one out there being said as a bitch. I act as if i know nothing. But truth surface, sooner or later. You all have the amazing wonderful attitude, character, looks and attitude. Whatever. At the very least i don't act as friendly as some of you are. Know yourself.

And I am in the wrong again? Fine.

You have shown me patient. You said sorry everytime we fight. But all along, you don't mean it. You told me, you say sorry because you don't know what else you can say. Then everytime we fight, can i have the same excuse? I inorge you because i don't know what else can I say. My pride told me not to give in so easily. But asked yourself, everytime we fight. How long did it took for me to forgive you. Days? Million hours? C'mon, just pure few hours. Not even a day. Sometimes, not even an hour. Listen to your friend ADVICE? Who are they to comment? -'- If you say you never listen to them, then how come you tell me what they say about me everytime we fight? Obviously, you agree with them. Obviously, you are telling me i'm acting like what they say. You are like slapping me hard on the face when you told me all that. I'm not angry when i kept quiet. It's just that i have nothing to say. It's just that i don't know i'm acting in that manner. Just because you just keep quiet about all those thing you dislike about me. You are just afraid that i'll be angry. And you allow me to behave in all those rubbish attitude. And then, i'm in the wrong again. Fine. All i can say is, you have change.

The strong me had just crumbled.

明知道有些问题没有答案还是要问

Michellelovepink — Sat, 06 Mar 2010 19:43:40 +0800

Hello ugly world,

Yesterday have this 2.4km run @ Yishun. Tell me. Why do I always feel like pee-ing everytime i run? It applied to yesterday, also to last previous years. It's like, already going run liao then all these lame + stupid feelings came. What the heck, and it's like coming out already lohs. And i was really worried about not getting the first few you know. Mainly cause this year, there are too many competitors. & i was so worried because my stamina drop like fuck. Damn it. Well, was running like crazy. & i actually ran beside Trudie and we talked. I keep telling her i cannot tahan already. Too urgent, my pee is coming out. Then she kept telling me, encouraging me to go on. Saying that the finish point is nearer and nearer. Well, it seems near afterall. But actually, it's because all those Secondary 3's crowding around the finishing point, and also mainly, some are not finished yet, and they are walking like nobody business. Crap. And it actually make the ending point look so near. Damnit. Okay, i've got my position, 55. & i was like so shocked when i got my card. Because i thought i would get a number 3 card or something. Lame shit. It's actually because we ran together with the Sec 3's. And the Sec 3's ran first. Like so unfair ttm manzxc. But after that, i learnt that they will minus off the time when they took off to when we took off. And i hope i meet my target of running in between 10-12mins. *prays super hard*

After the run, Abigail, Cloe, Yuenhui and myself went to my house to listen to some old songs while they ate their Cup noodles. Then after that went to play mahjong. After playing, they went home and i went to have my dinner with Hubby Wong. Lol. Ate fishball noodle, kns, the noodles so ... yucks! Not nice to eat one. Next time i will keep it a point not to eat their fishball noodle already. LOL. Then went home and i was feeling really tired. Then lying on my bed, already dozing off to sleep @ i think 9pm plus, then mum wake me up to drink the black chicken soup and say it's really gooooooood. Man, i have to gulp everything down, also not forgetting to eat the black chicken (Serious black) then went to lie down on my bed. Was tired ttm manzxc. I think a little while later. I fell asleep like some pig.

Woke up @ 6.35am. Lol, fuck, cause my body already used to woke up so early. Then i went back to sleep again lohs. Woke up @ 8am plus and started to read the book 'Chosen', and i'm now already three quarter. Finishing soon. I, myself, was amazed at how fast i read. Lol, i'm not totally-those-bookworm-girl. But this book seriously rocks ttm. Asked AngQiyin, JasminTay and MichelleChoh. They will agree to it too, right babes? :D Cause they also reading this book too. Lol, Jasmintay, how i wished i was Marked too. I wanted to be like them, and from the book, it seems that all those guys there are hunks. Manzxc. Imagine that. Huh? That means i have to ditched my human boyfriend? ): Lol, or not i can imprinted with Kaicong :D HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! LOL, then i can be like her having 3 boyfriends at one go. Whattheheck, then i'll turn into a Ho manzxc. LOL! Nonononono, i don't want to ditch my human boyfriend. I love WongKaiCong ttm *muacks*.But it seems so cool. But there's no such thing as being Marked rights? It's just plain fantasy. Bitch. Hah! And the book have those dirty-little-thing-such-as-sex-moments. Lol, it's pretty nice to read. Not as if i'm some kind of horny bitch, just that it makes the book slightly more interesting. LOL.

Then i went back to sleep again. Haha! Was tired enough. Slept till around 1-2plus. Woke up, and i'm such a gooooood girl, i went and do my homework. And now, i'm done with it. So i can relax and use computer. Haha. Parents went Bugis with my younger brother and I was too lazy to go, plus my eyes hurts alot. So i guess, i'll not wear contacts today. Right now, have nothing to do manzxc. Plurk is so booooooooooooring. Hubby, Jeremy and Maria went Bishan. But i too lazy to go, plus just now i have to complete my homework, also i have to not wear my contact lens, remember? Lol. & don't ever tell me to wear spects, because i'll never ever go out looking so nerdy. Like some kind of fugly girl. Lol.

Oh ya, just now my house suddenly seems so bright, and it's kind of weird because it's like 5plus already. And it should be really dark. But it seems so bright, like the Sun purposly shine on me. *blushed* LOL! Fuck, so bhb! Hahaha, and just now i am so high. Cloe called me and then i asked her to pei me to play the mahjong :) Finally someone to talk to me and play com. Haha, so shiock. Then her computer keep shutting down uh. Lol, then she have to keep on her com, play awhile then off again, haha! Then we have to keep exit and play again and again. Lol. So fun. Okay, got to go now. I'm so tired, have to bath and then out for dinner. I think i go minimart buy something up, or i think just skip dinner :D Lol. Ciaos people.

I dont understand why are you doing all these. But all i can say, truth surface someday. Even if they don't, you know what you have done. And some have already seen through you :) Try harder next time, you certainly have alot more to go :) & to you, i thought i can trust you but now, i'm really afraid of you. I mean, i'm only starting to dislike you, which is already bad enough. But i think you also have enough. Weird much. And both of you, 3 words i can describe ; Two Sided Snake. I'm sorry i've to say this, i mean, i wanted peace. But somehow, it seems impossible. Disappointing much. But it' okay anyways, doesn't matter :) Lol, enough ranting.

What's done, cannot be un-done. Too late for Regrets.

Michellelovepink — Thu, 04 Mar 2010 21:21:49 +0800

I guess i'm not working hard enough. What the fuck is this? Exams ain't over and i'm still using com every single day as if i still have all the bloody time in the world. As if 'O' Level is like 3 years later. What the heck, wake up bitch. You are no longer in Secondary one any more. In just fucking few more months, you will be sitting for the fucking GCE 'O' Level Examination. And what are you thinking now? Slacking everyday? Did not hand in your homework on time? Falling asleep in class? Never do any revisions? What am i doing? What am i thinking? I act as if i know everything. I act as if i have A's for all my subjects. Every single one is working so hard, trying their very best to learn what they don't know. And me? I just wanted every single lessons to end as soon as possible. I wanted no homework. I want to go out shopping and have fun. As if luck will come to me when i'm sitting for every single paper. Man, if i am ever so lucky. I escaped 2 times, to promote to Sec 3, then Sec 4. & i keep telling myself, i'll study hard. But it kept delaying. I act smart, i thought good grades will be easy to achieve, without having the need to even study. & every single time, my results will proved me wrong. They will instead, tell me: Michelle, you need to put in more efforts, you need to ask questions if you don't understand every single shit you don't understand. But, i'm such a stubborn bitch, and then i'm out there crying over spilled milk. I wanted so muuuuuuuuuch to get good grades. But what the heck. I din't even do anything. I just play, sleep and eat and eat and eat. So, i'm going to stop all these things. I'm going to study really hard now.I hope i can do it. I don't want to be looked down by others. I just want to prove all those people wrong. I want to prove to my parents that i can actually do it. I want to make my future a bright one. I hope i can trust me.

How to see the truth?

Michellelovepink — Wed, 03 Mar 2010 21:29:23 +0800

This was so last time, hehe, hope this lady won't kill me if she saw this.

'You can try your hardest - you can do everything within your means but sometimes people just aren't worth it anymore. They aren't worth all the tears and worrying, and it's important to know when to let go of someone who only brings you down.'

Hello cuties. Was bored to the max, thus, blog.

Art is such a bitch. I had a lousy grade. Guess i fail. Bitch. C'mon, it's not as easy can. Fuck Art, for now. Assembly, gosh. You can actually caught my head nodding every moment. But my (Qiyin) book safe my life, i read throughout assembly, somehow, and Mdm Aishah sat behind me. So scary. Gosh. English, the act our group have done is like ... SHORT TTM ): CE, JingYi, Wilfred, Elton and I kept talking about Malaysia stuffs and not doing our work. Whattheheck! :B Amaths was okay. Then Physics test. Lucky i got somehow study for it yesterday. So i got my A1. (Heehee, lol. Actually it's re-test, because i failed, that's why we must retake. Lol, that means we have the freaking answers :B)

Okay, then Cloe and I went to Mac to eat. Actually we wanted only Ice-Cream. But by the time we reached there. We saw the New Hot and Spicy fries and we decided to buy and share, tgt with a cup of large coke ^^ Hehe, laugh all the way with Hubby and Cloe. LOL :D Was fun anyways. Then around 5pm plus, went to 711 and played with Bernard i-phone and then shortly later went home. And i'm such a good girl, i've done my Maths homework. & sadly, i dont know where have i put my Physics worksheet! ): Sad much ): & Plurk is sucha bitch to me today ): I CANNOT LOGIN! ): Whatthehell. Alrights, enough of blogging. Nothing much afterall. So ... I'm going to play my Mahjong game! Byebye ass-s :D

What's the problem with everything? Hah! -.-

Not as simple as it seems.

Michellelovepink — Tue, 02 Mar 2010 22:02:47 +0800

Karma happen for a reason, & i believe you are the reason.

Would you like you, if you met you?

Michellelovepink — Mon, 01 Mar 2010 21:29:11 +0800

I miss this class super lots ): This is taken when we are in Secondary 2. Saw the idiot me?

“it’s so hard to forget pain, but it’s even harder to remember sweetness. we have no scar to show from happiness”

Hello humans. Was really tired recently. Thus unable to blog. Alrights, let me share with you all my boring life once again.

27 Febuary - Went out with Maria, Jeremy, & Hubby. We went to Vivo, and we took bus there. Okay great. Feel like vomitting after the whole bus trip. Gah. Then we went to buy the movie tickets first. And Hubby walked us to the wrong side, causing us to walk one whole round. Then we went to take money and stuffs. Then we went to eat our 'early dinner' and was quite full after that. Was already tired by then. Lol, then we went in to watched the movie 'Dear John', and seriously, the movie sucks much. Don't bother to watch it, as Maria said, there'll never be any ending, and i totally agree. Bored to the max lohs, only there is one part, which might actually let you tear-ed, if you are an emotionally weak person. Then we went in Daiso, and brought some things and then went to slack till 10pm? Then we went home. Was pissed over something on the way back walking home, but everything seems settled after that. I guess, i was just too paranoid as usual. Bitch me.

28 Febuary - Went tuition and did some gossips with Zhenghan and we din't really listen to the teacher teaching. And whatthehell only. Haha, and i think Joachim and Wilfred is coming back to tuition already. Next lesson which is this week. At least Zhenghan will not be so loney anm. Because he's the only male in the tuition center. Lol. Haha, then after tuition, went to find hubby and shanny you you to slack for a little while before going home and do some homework - Physics - and it's so freaking difficult kay. Or am i not attentive in class enough? ): Sad case. After studying, went to read the book that i'm currently in love with, 'Betrayed'. And bitch, i read a whole 200+ pages (which is more than half, FYI), and i was uber shocked, i took around 2hours+ to finish? Then after that, i used computer, and talked with Jasmintay through msn. And i guess, there'll never be anymore fake smiles and stuffs already between us. And Jasmintay, i don't mean what i said, all those alrights. After all those chatting, i learnt alot. Okay, we were not gossiping. We talked facts. So shutup when you all know nothing and started to assume things. And blahs after that, talked with Hubby through the phone for awhile and sleep.

Today - Woke up late. And tired. And quite shag. Then went to school and hell, i was really tired. Paid $13 for the Class Tee, and I was crying inside T.T Blahs, read the rest of the book and was left with some parts of it un-finish. Read it during English class, and just before the bell rang for recess, i read the part where her best friend died, which almost make me tear. But of course, i dint :B Lol, then in Physics class, Elton Yew is like a super funny ass, when he asked me how to woo girls. Lol. Then Chemistry, my awesome friend, AngQiYin, finish reading the third book and gave it to me. (I mean lend) And i was like, whao, so happy. (But i still prefer her with Erik kay, bitch, she flirted and cause them to broke up on the third book, which i want to skip the part when Erik broke up with her). D: I'm so sad. Felt as if i broke up with my boyfriend instead ): Okay, _____ said i was really emotionally weak, and i guess, it's kind of true, sometimes. Went Netball after that, okay. Everything is fine and stuffs. And blahsblahs, home. Bye, nothing more. Was real tired now. And Hubby was being such a Lousy-bye by sleeping until now, not even awake yet, eventhough i called him earlier ): Byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye :D

I kind of miss those days, when we all bond as a class together.

I used to be the bitch out there, once.

Michellelovepink — Fri, 26 Feb 2010 23:31:06 +0800

It's every girl's dream to have a guy call her at 3am, just to say. "Baby, I wanted to tell you, i love you".

Hello humans. I know i don't have new photos to upload. It's not my fault though. Being lazy and ugly really make me not willing to take any photos. & even thought i took a thousands photos, i cannot upload, FML ):

Okay, yesterday was terrible much. Went to school, Art was literally killing my brain cells which already left me hanging on the rope dying. Then came along P.E, awww manzxc. Was really feeling the pain in the chest. -.- Then recess, when to brought one bowl of noodle soup, turn and don't know which fuck knock into me and din't apologised -'- Then the soup pour-ed onto me. Okay, actually it's only on my left leg. And my immediate reaction: *turns behind* Sorry. Bitch! I forgotten that it was the person who fucking knock into me, and i apolojised, without really looking at who am I saying to. Okay, then blahsblahs, boring lessons. And Maths test. Whatthehell, so many people say not enough time to do, i still got 5 mins in the end. And FYI, i failed my maths. So, don't expect much. LOL! Then after Maths test, we went to Netball. Whao, the 10 rounds was suffering ): Blahs, home.

Today, when to Yio chu kang to have our Sports day. Lol, it's like so packed early in the morning in the Mrt, hell lots of people. Some more is WRSS-ians. Blahs, get myself one Silver for 200M individual event. Silver, Class Relay. Bronze, Netball Relay. Was super proud of the relays. ^^ But was disappointed at the individual run ): Because i ran like shit. I gave up easily! -'- Fuck! After this sports thingy. Went to AMK to eat Japanese food and then to AMK hub to eat the snow ice(?). LOL, then Abigail, Yuenhui, Qiyin and I went to Cloe house to play mahjong. Haahhaahahah! Everyone was like so high and stuffs at first, keep talking, laughing and singing. Then in the end, all quiet. Except Cloe. Hahahaha, she alot energy :D Then i went home. Meet hubby at Marsiling, and he told me something which i'm kind of pissed too though. Then home straight. Was tired enough already today. Went home, no appetite to eat, manage to eat only like one quarter of rice. Then i went to bath and pass Jen contact lens casing to her back. Then went home again. Whaaaa, boring and tired day ): Actually tomorrow plan go sentosa one! But i feel really tired. ): Lol. So dint go in the end. I think so. Tomorrow then plan lahs. Lol. Okay, done blogging. Nothing much to blog also. So bye.

Love story.

Michellelovepink — Wed, 24 Feb 2010 21:57:41 +0800

Girl: Baby I dont think I can sleep.
Boy: Why baby?
Girl: I don't know. I need your boring voice to put me to sleep. Wanna tell me a story? Hehehe.
Boy: Hahah, you're lucky that you're cute. How about I read you Dear John.
Girl: Sounds perfect.
:
- Boy reads Dear John-:
- 15 minutes later -:
:
Girl: *snores*
Boy: Baby?
Girl: *snores*
Boy: Hahah, you always knock out within 15 minutes. Your snores are cute. Baby, I really love you. I really do. Sometimes I might show that I dont give a fuck. But I do. I never want to lose you. I know it's cheesy, but this is how I feel. This is REAL. I know I'm not the best thing out there, but I'm trying to be one of your best ever. Thank you baby, thank you for choosing a messed up guy like me to be your boyfriend. Thank you for being mine. I honestly can't see myself with anyone else but you baby. I know I say I love you too many times, but each time I say it, my feeling grows more & more for you. Thanks for listening baby. I'll still be on the phone if you need anything. Goodnight baby & sweet dreams. I won't let the bed bugs bite you.

我似乎又乐意随时随地举白旗

Michellelovepink — Tue, 23 Feb 2010 18:08:05 +0800

也许我只是个不太懂爱的家伙

I find it meaningless, i'm sorry.

I guess, it's still the same. Changing myself & no one appreciate. I don't know. I'm down. I'm hurt. I felt really sad. But i chose to inorge and went to school as if nothing happen. Smile as if i'm really happy. But how long must I fight this war, alone? I find it really meaningless. To change. To smile. I guess, it's still the same. I will be back to me again, and this time round. I swear i'll be different. You can chose to inorge me. Don't worry. I'm alright. I'm still standing up strong. I need a long time to recover from all these. And even myself, don't know how long this will last. I just want to say, i'm really sorry. For being me. And i bet, i would really hate me, if i'm not me.

Truth Hurts Badly, & I'm Badly Affected ):

Michellelovepink — Mon, 22 Feb 2010 22:15:26 +0800

This is so long ago ... & imma so ugly ): Just look @ the girl we hugged!

"My plan is to forgive and forget; forgive myself for being so stupid, and forget that you ever existed."

Hello humans, on Saturday, was rotting at home, doing homework and reading a book that i lend from Ang Qi Yin ^^ It is really nice i swear. Lol. I'm so outdated i guess. Hahahahahah :/ Lol. Sunday, went tuition and was not in a really good mood during lessons, but after that was okay. Lol, i guess, Truth Hurts badly ): But whatever. Then quickly went home to change and meet Zhenghan, Weihao, and Junwei under my block then we walked to Adm together. Lol. When we reached Adm, we parted, they went second floor i guess, with Alex, then i waited for Hubby. When hubby reached, we went to 7eleven to buy drink and then we chatted while waited for Jeremy. Haha! Jeremy is such a slow slow man! Hahaha.

After meeting Jeremy, we went to City Hall then to Marina Square to buy tickets. Then we proceeded to eat. Well, had such a long time deciding! Such a gay lohs. Hahahaha. In the end, we came to the conclusion that we are going to eat The Fish Market (?). Lol, the food is superb. Just that i don't like the sotong, well, you can't blame me. I don't like to eat sotong. Lol, it's so sucky! ): Gah. After eating (was really full), we watched the Valentine Day movie. It's quite nice, esp the part where Taylor dance. Omgwtf! It's so bloody funny! 5, 6, 7, 8 *dance* Hahahahahaha! LOL. Like some retarded lohs! But nice show :) After that, went home. Was really tired. Anddddddd, Jeremy is oh so not extra! :D

Today, when i woke up, has such a terrible headache, which lasted for only awhile. Lol, baby had it too, and because of that, he din't went school, guess i'm so much stronger than him! When school, was really really tired! End of school, went Netball. Coach suddenly seems so nice out of a sudden. And i was really shocked! Serious. I was like, whatthehell is wrong with Coach? She like changed completely. Like sot lohs. Lol. Then we went throught those positive things the team are and she only allowed three negative things that we can say, in which are that we give up too easily. And i guess, some shed many tears in the room and i guess giving up too easily might be the reason why i really can't stand up strong after that whole Northzone thing. I gave up too fast, too easily. And i can really see myself playing really badly when Coach asked us to play a simple match. I totally don't feel like running. I don't feel like playing. I just am still disappointed over it. I can't get over it yet. It's just all in the heart. I felt really ____ when i see all Netballers. Then after that, when we are about to go. Coach called for me and yeah, you can guess it. She asked me what's wrong with me, as she can see that i'm upset, angry and sad (Lol, this three works are like the same meaning). Then i told her. What i really feel. And we had a short h2h talks. And i guess, i've forgiven her. But ... I'm not sure yet, it really takes time. And i really enjoy talking to Zuiai just now :)

Okay, enough. I don't wish to think of it anm :)

Anyways, guess what?!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHGONG ! :D

Hehehehe, don't be shocked why your picture is up here. I GRABBED IT FROM FACEBOOK. Imma stalker. Hoohohohoho. Lol! Touched anot? Lol. Anyways, Happy Sweet 16 Birthday. Do enjoy and really Cheer up. :) Takecares! And i din't forget your birthday, i just want to be the last :)

Ps/ My Hubby rocks much. And i love him to the max!

PS / & PEOPLE ! PLEASE TAG, BUT REMEMBER TO TAG @ THE PINK TAGBOARD, NOT THE ONE WITH GREEN, BECAUSE I'M SUPPOSE TO REPLY TAGS THERE ): THANKS! :)

Edited / Truth hurts badly. And i can't face up to it. I've to swallow everything down and pretend nothing happen. I guess, i rather be out. It's always the same. How? I dont know what to do. I suddenly realised, really, my life sucks to the max. Laugh all you want. Guess some bitches out there is smiling already. I dont know, maybe some bastard laugh too. Expect the unexpected. I dont know what will come up next. Thanks alot people. You all make my life miserable. -'-

I can be preety nice IF i want to.

Michellelovepink — Sun, 21 Feb 2010 00:49:07 +0800

At the end of the day the fact that I have the courage to still be standing is reason enough to celebrate.

Hello humans. Recent few days was quite okay. School wasn't really fun after the whole '7 Handphone + 1 iTouch confiscated' thing. But it's kind of unfair. Onces all the teachers get to know about the incident, everytime they came in, they will rant at us. C'mon, it only consist 7 humans, and the whole class of 36 humans was being pulled down together. And those 7 whose phone was confiscated (and to mention the one whose phone and iTouch was confiscated at the same time), was already feeling very sad over this already kay. Having to use lousy phones as spare phone wasn't really nice afterall. No songs to hear and pictures to take. And the teachers din't even gave us a chance to explain, thinking that what they have done (which was scolding and more scolding) was right. Although Mdm Aishah din't rant much, but i know she felt really upset with us. I don't know what more can i say.

Friday, Lohei (?) was such a disappointment. It's so boring and Mdm Aishah forced us to eat finish everything because we will be blessed, somehow. And i swear, the taste was really sucky. I don't like it. And also, Mdm Aishah don't allow us to go really high, in fear that we waste food. Lol, i thought it should be the higher the better? Lol. After school, Abigail, Cloe, Xinfang and myself helped Mdm Aishah with the class banner for the sports day thingy. It was really tiring, because it's smelly and quite difficult to handle as i keep accidently touched it and have stains on my skirt. Like whatthehell only lohs. Then Cloe and I have to go to the DNT room to lend the thinner to clean away the stains, lucky it came off. And we brought the whole tin up the room and suddenly one teacher (i forgotten the name), came and took back the thinner from us. Curious, we asked why and he explained that few years back, some students borrow it and create a bomb. Lol, i thought i hear wrongly, but he said yes, bomb. Lol, scary enough. So, 3E5 Optimists, you all better appreciate the banner we have done, because we spend 4hours to finish it. And it's so smelly and we dirty ourselves.

After helping Mdm Aishah, Cloe and I went to the prime supermarket and Shop and Save to buy the ingredients for sushi. Then we proceeded to my house to make the sushi. Made one using the leftover fish that we ate, and use the fish stomach and do one for my brother, hahahaha. It's oh so not nice lohs. Hahahaha, then we do one for Hubby too. After doing everything, it's around 9plus liao. So faster pack then we went Adm and meet hubby and give him eat the sushi we made. Lol. Hubby say not nice ): But i think nice. Cause got i make one mahs ^^ Haha, those that Cloe done was really nice lohs. Nicer than mine, her's so small so cute. My one anyhow one uh. Hehehehehehe :B

Oh yah, by the way, remember the other time we went to Mr Tan house. Well, we took abit of photos, but my phone was confiscated and i manage to go to QingFang facebook to grab 4 photos :) Hehehehheheheh.

WRSS ART STUDENTS :D

LOOK @ THE BIG POOL! Argh. Mr Tan sucks ttm ! ):

Recently, was so addicted to the game of Mahjong which can be found in facebook. So fun lohs. But now keep playing and playing, play until my neck and back hurts ttm. Lol. Anyways, i think tomorrow starting to continue tuition liao. Argh, so tired! Lol, then maybe going watch movie with hubby liao. Hahahahh. But very tired leh. ): Lol, okay. Byebye, got to go :)

I'm really sick and tired of everything.

Only you can decide whether or not to trust.

Michellelovepink — Wed, 17 Feb 2010 22:06:05 +0800

Totally have no new pictures because ... ):

'If you don't go after what you want, you'll never get it. If you don't ask, the answer is always no. If you don't step forward, you're always in the same place.'

Hello Earth, i know i has not been updating my blog for some time already.

Anyways, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR & VALENTINE TO ALL! (Well, i know it's kind of late)

How is your Chinese New Year? Well, mine totally sucks to the max! Hubby went to malaysia and i've totally no one to sms. Then also, it's so boringgg lohs. Went to my uncle house and he invited the lion dance over to his house, and whooooa. Cool manzxc. Okay, although every year he has been inviting them over, but this is the first time that we were actually inside the house before the lion dancers came. So ... It's so damn loud and everything. Haha. Then all i do is watch tv, eat, play with the dog and hamster while the adults are chatting away. Then around 7plus, we went to City Hall, then there are some really fun and high games to play, but whatthehell, i was wearing dress! So, cannot play. Tmd. Walked there like so long, then the heels i am wearing is killing my legs much-ly! Went off @ around 12am plus, then my brother and I headed to my cousin house for overnight. Slept at 2plus, and i realise, at around 5plus, i suddenly woke up, and found myself crying, for don't know what fuck, then i quickly go back to sleep, was so tired that i dont know what happened. Seriously.

Second day of New Year, my parents and relatives came over to my cousin house and we went down to the nearby temple to pray. Then we proceeded back to my cousin house to have shark fins !!! *screams* I know i know, shark is getting lesser and lesser. But we all can't deny that it's so nice and vert tempting rights? Awwww manzxc. Imma so in love with shark fins! Hehhehehe. After that, watch tv and my cousin boyfriend, Alex, came. Gah, and i was like so loney la canzxc! They went into my cousin room in which there are my male cousin, my brother, my female cousin and her boyfriend. I mean, if i go in, like so extra la. The adults all playing mahjong and poker. I want to play! But cannot ): Then all i can do is sit down on the sofa, and watch tv! Argh, whatthehell ! But hahahhaa, i keep eating lohs. Like nothing to do only. Around 8plus, cousin and her bf came out from the room and they watched some tv tgt with me. Aww manzxc! Such a boring day! ): Went home at 11plus, reached home at 12plus and hubby have not reached Singapore yet! And i suffered for the whole day ): Lol. The best thing that happened on that day is that hubby ______ me, hahahahahah ! So high :)

Third day of Chinese New Year, went to Mr Tan house. Those who went there are Hannah, Yuanyu, Kaiyi, Qingfang, Yiwen, Nabila, Weilun (poor boy), Diana and Xinhui. Tmd. I can tell you, his house is bloodly big. Seriously! The swimming pool was omgwtf ! So shiock lohs, if i live there, sure everyday swim one! Confirm plus chop! And plus, his house only live 4people! Arghhhh! Lol, then after visiting Mr Tan, Hannah, hubby and I went to Cloe house to play poker. Whatthehell! I lose money! ): Sucks much! After that, proceed to causeway point to have our dinner before going to Anders house. On the way there, shoot baby until like siao. Hahahhaahha! Was kind of pissed about something. But back to the point, when we reach Anders house there slack slack only. Nothing to do, 8plus, went to take cab home then sit and have h2h with hubby. Then blahsblahs, went home ^^

Today, Art was kind of torturing, because keep feel like sleeping manzxc! GAH. Everything is fine afterall, only until the very last period, when I was like walking over to the back of the class, to see what Mdm Aishah have put behind, and there are Cloe (I think cloe also want to see what mdm aishah put up), Hsingliang, Wilfred, Atikah, Nadila and Seri playing with HL itouch, then when i stepped down, wanting to go back to my seat, Mr Siva was outside the classroom, telling us, the ones who was behind, including me, to stay put. Then he came over and asked us to hand over our phones! Whatthehell! ): I din't even take out my phone when i was behind looking lohs. Gahhhh ! Last 5 minutes only leh! ): Siannnnnn. Went home and sleep after that, when wake up, was shocked that my relatives came over and i sat down and joined them for steamboat! Super full lahs. Hahahahahahaha. \m/

Okay, to someone (Not to mention name) : Called you and never picked up. Whatthehell. And your excuses was, scare of mum calling, c'mon la, then at the very least, give me a message/call and tell me that you will not be going rights? It's like so rude can? We already say what, around 4-5pm plus, i will be calling you, and you agreed on it. I mean, even if you really dont want to come, just tell me. No need to come up with such a lan jiao excuse, like please! I'm not 3years old kid. It's really irritating when i called and you switch your phone off without informing me, i'm not pointing a gun at your head and force you to come with us rights? Please la. And don't blame me for giving you fucking attitude, because you told me onces, you will not contact him and stuff. And c'mon, looked at what you have written at your blog. Hah, i'm so not an idiot. But anyways, i was angry because i treated you as a friend. But not to worry i'll be angry anm. Because you never listen to advices i gave. Then when you get into trouble, you avoid it and hide. Hahahah, i'm speechless. So, up to you. I will no longer care, if anything went wrong, remember, you can have nobody to blame, because it's your choice. Then don't cry and blame why your life is so sucky, because you only have yourself to blame, that's all -.-

Lol, i realise, every post i sure will at least rant one time. Haha. But seriously, some people ... Cnmi -'- Okay fine, i'm going to bath soon, and i wanna talk to hubby on the phone! Because today he is such a good boy, he reached home at 8pm? Miracle seriously happen :B Hehehehe. Okay, byebye :)

I still can't get over it, and i suppose, i'll never get over it.

Tired of faking a smile ; just to make you all stop from asking.

Michellelovepink — Fri, 12 Feb 2010 17:33:27 +0800

'I just think that some things are meant to be broken. Imperfect. Chaotic. It's the universe's way of providing contrast, you know? There have to be a few holes in the road. It's how life is.'

Hello readers, sorry for not blogging for quite some time already. Keyboard spoil, plus total not-in-the-mood.

Okay, on tuesday, went out with Cloe and Hubby to watch Tooth Fairy. Well, it's quite nice :) We brought super lots of things in lohs. I eat the most la. Super full lohs can? And inside so damn little people la. Only i think at most 10 lohs. Like whatthehell? Then the next few days was busy with school work. Gah.

Yesterday, was quite rush. Finish school, helped out with the class notice board, okay, whatever. I helped = no help. Cause not enough materials. And nobody help me do -.- So i just go sleep lohs. Then Sheena go take brush and put inside my ear, lol. Then i woke up without opening my eyes, then i suddenly 'BOO' her, and she was shocked. Please see her face, it's priceless! Then we go draw Sheena on the Whiteboard. Until sibei chio la. Lol. After that, went causeway point to return books. And then went home to bath all that. Went to 711 to look for hubby, then went to causeway to meet Wendy (Kaicong Sister). After that we walked to Republic Poly the Sakura. Look for his parents then started eating. Lol. Was quite shy la me. Seriously, i bet that was the quiet-est moment of my life la. (Maybe that explains why i'm talk so much in the morning today) The food there was okay uh. And their parents help me pay leh. Felt so ... (Idontknowhowtoexplainfeeling) Then hubby send me home, by walking (:

Today my group is suppose to do some kind of costume making. Lame lohs. Give only 90 minutes to complete Notice board, costume making and lantern making. Our costume is super chio one canzxc ! Then we never eat sial. After that went to concert. Super nice and high. Everyone keep disturb Hsingliang. Lol. Then Cloe, Abigail, Qiyin, Jingyi & Stephanie keep playing lohs. At there hit each other, take photos. Ki siao lahs. Then after that, anyhow take Mrs Tan photo, Mdm Rehana photo. So jiao lohs. Cannot stand them lahs. After school went home and pack room all that. Brother coming back tonight, bitch. Argh, whatever.

I still cannot accept the fact that we lost, i cannot accept the fact that she actually din't let me play because she thinks i'm too panicky and scare on court. Hah. Bitch. Her reasons obviously doesn't sound convincing to me. Bullshit. And also, she claimed that i also cannot play well. To this, i'm speechless. Screw her. If this is her fucking opinion, then just bloodly dont let me in the fucking team. Make me happy for what. Make me proud to be in this fucking team, and see others play. Whao, i dont believe this. I can't imagine this. Me trying not to skip as much training as i can just to fucking get in the team in the holidays. Have to cope with tons of homework, work and also this bullshit netball. What am i thinking? Get in the team? Yes, i manage to get it. But ... Did i manage to play? I so speechless over her. She think whatever she think is always right. She's disappointed. Saying that we girls din't perform well. Then why she risked it in the last quarter? We can win this, if everyone is in their original position you know? I dont know what is the problem with her. I dont know. Maybe she's correct. But whatever, time cannot rewind anm. I guess i've to just live with it. And try to forget this as soon as possible. Wait. Who am I kidding? Forget this incident? Fat chance. I'm not an easy target to forgive people when it comes to things like this. Do you know how important this is to me? To us? This can make us either happy for the rest of our lives, or never forget this how painful it's to us. People might think that this is only a Northzone tournament what, no big deal. You all don't understand the hardwork we all put in. So you all shut up. I just have had enough. I guess i'll not be going back to training anm. I dont know. Pointless. I dont wish to see her, somehow.

I SERIOUSLY CANNOT ACCEPT THE FACT THAT YOU ACTUALLY DO THIS TO ME, BITCH.

No point me controlling you anm. Up to you to do what you want. I give up.

It's pointless ; doing something i dont deserve.

Michellelovepink — Mon, 08 Feb 2010 22:28:09 +0800

I'm super disappointed. Screw this.

Again, i'm not begging you all to read. So just keep your fucking comments to yourself. You all dont know how i fucking feel.

So SHUT THE FUCKING TRAP !

Tell me, how can i not be disappointed? Let me start from the start.

Seriously, i have been training really hard since Secondary one. Maybe during Sec one, i'm a little playful, dint really go to training on time. Because at the point of time, i din't know how important Netball is to me. I dint know how much i'm loving Netball back then. So that explains my attitude towards Netball. Always late. Then we have a coach coming in during November 2007. And we have like only 2 months to train then we have a important tournament to play? We have our very first Netball tournament, we played as a team, and i think back then, we are not really exprience. Yes, we have the very last school, we must win this school in order to get into 2nd round? And guess what's the school we lost to? Yes, it's Evergreen, we lost by 1 bloodly shot. And back then, the umpire was bias. I swear. Not helping our school. So you can fucking imagine how painful this game is to us? And it happen in like 10seconds and *pooof*, then shot in, and we lost by 1. We cried like young little girls back then, hugging everyone and cry every single shit out. You may think it's nothing. But when you read furthur, you will understand.

After this match against Evergreen, we, as a team, are determined to train really hard and prove coach wrong (Well, this is only mine, but i suppose the rest think this way too). We train really really hard. Seriously. Till when we are Secondary 3, we are already quite strong and believe that all of us are prepared. Well, this time round. Only 3-4 Sec3 manage to get in team? Well, i dint manage to get in, but it's alrights. The seniors was playing really great then. They have such a good chemistry playing together. But sadly, we get schools like Singapore Sports School and stuffs and they all really stuggle to get through this. But i'm really proud of them. Playing their very best and it's really AS A TEAM, it's through action, not words though. And i really envy them alot.

This year, i'm in the bloodly team. It's not a easy decision for the coach to chose though as we have around 25 players to chose and pick only 12. (Duh, this is what she says). We are all well-prepared. Seriously. We have confident to get into this fucking second round and create history in our school. And guess what? During this whole of 4 games, 16 quarters, my coach, only get me to play 2 quarters only. I dont know if she is doing this purposly or what so ever. You people can tell me and say that i'm in the wrong, scolding my coach like this. OH PUH-LEASEEE !!!

She is the one kay. I can bloodly tell you. Got a period of time, i was not able to play for a month because of poor academic. There are 2 juniors whom cannot play for a month too. And guess what my coach do? She let them played in the friendly match within 1 week or so. And she banned me totally for 1 bloodly month, not allowing me to play. Tell me, how can i not be disappointed at her? Nevermind. Again, now, she say that the criterial to chose the 12 players is 1st , Attendence. 2nd , I forgotten, but if i'm not wrong, Attitude. 3rd , skills. PUH-LEASE ! She's not even following these 3 criterial can. Tell me i'm in the wrong. I can easily say out at least 1 in the team kay. I'm not picking on anyone, i'm just stating the facts. She is totally bullshitting. I dont give it a damn how you all people read and started to say all those nasty things behind my back. Because you people dint fucking get the bloodly ass treatment i was treated. So SHUT UP ! You all know nothing. Don't assume that you all know me. You all know nothing. _|_

And today, coach disappoint me again. I'm gonna use someone as an example. And i'm sorry to treat you as an example, i seriously like you as a friend, but it's coach i'm angry about. Kay. Obviously, Coach kept shouting @ the girl, and i name her as A, keep scolding her of her passes and foot-work (?) and Eunice was sitting beside me telling me, Eh eh Michelle, be prepared. Next should be you. And i can fucking tell you all, i was really prepred already! Telling myself to show the very best in me. Giving all my best. But no, she continued putting A inside. Nevermind. The 2nd round, again, she kept shouting at A, telling her to run out more. Then again, i was quite confident that i might play in the 3rd quarter. Guess what? Yes, she bloodly din't make me play. Instead, all she do was looked past me, as if i din't exist. I swear, when she was scanning for players to play, we both met eyes to eyes and in the end. She put another girl to replace A. I was really sad by then. I cried even before they went in the court. I felt really bad. But i keep telling myself, no. I should trust coach, i trust coach that she will let me play at the last quarter. She will not be so mean afterall. But it's seems that my hopes clashed when she really dint let me play. I broke down. I knew that there might be a possibility that she really hates me. Or is it that i played really bad? I dont know? All i know, we lost to Evergreen, AGAIN. Captain Natasha was telling us how coach is disappointed with us, we dint put in our very best and stuffs and coach dont want to see us for a week or so. And i keep asking myself, should i reflect? Maybe i should, but on the other hand, there's nothing for me to reflect on. Because in the bloodly first place, i did not even step onces into the court. Then what i should i reflect on? Reflect on why coach dint let me play today? I dont know. Coach was disappointed at us. And i was like :

I'M ALSO DISAPPOINTED WITH YOU, COACH.

I dont know, yes. We are a team, it doesn't matter who go in or what-so-ever. But what's the point of me striving my very best to train and everything? I'm just a piece of shit out there to her. I'm really tired. I feel like giving up. I dont really feel like talking to anyone. But thanks to awesome friends like Abigail Zuiai, Maria, Eunice (for the encouragements today) , Xinhui and Jerene (for the encouragements today) to be there. And not to forget, my sweet boyfriend.

( And for Xinhui and Jerene, i dont have pictures of you ): )

I'm still in a dilemma , wondering to give up Netball anot. I'm already on the urgh to give up. I've tried my best, but in the end, my best turn to shit. I dont understand what's the problem. I'm really tired from this treatment. I really want to give up, but it seems so difficult. It's like, throwing my 3-4 years of efforts down the drain. I dont know what to do. You all feel disappointed at me for having the urgh to give up, but i think, it's because you all have not suffered what i've suffered along the way. I dont know. Talk behind my back. Whatever.

And to the seniors : Thanks for comforting me. Abigail told me what you all told her. Thanks. But ... It dint happen somehow. And Shuluan, thanks for your chocolate. I love you all (L)

Unreasonable people :\

Michellelovepink — Sun, 07 Feb 2010 22:59:36 +0800

Yesterday , went out with awesome babes. Was out with Cloe & Abigail. We went to Yew tee to buy shoes first. Fucking cheap la. Waited for Abigail till 3pm and when she reach, no shoe size for her. Wasted trip for her. Okay, then we proceed to Bugis. When we reach there, we went to iluma first to look for Abii's bag, but in the end, cannot find. So we went to Bugis street instead. Ccb, so many people there can anot?! Squeeze until like siao. Then also, sometimes very difficult find Cloe and Abi. Cause the crowd keep anyhow here and there. Screw these people. Can't they line up and walk? Gah! Okay, i know i'm crapping. No one will do something like that.

Then we three brought one shirt which we three think it looks really nice. They brought black and i brought white. I regreted buying white lohs. I wear like very fat lohs. Waste my money only. Lucky cheap. Looks nice on the model in the picture, but look fugly on me. Maybe it'll be nice on the two of them bahs. Lol. Then we shop until around 7 plus? And we proceed to Orchard.

Went and buy the eyeliner at etude house. Then we went to Far East Plaza to eat the wan ton mee at basement. Have to take queeue number and wait one hohs! Lol. Super hungry by then la. Cause did not eat breakfast and lunch mahs. Baby come and meet us when we just ordered the food. So he have to queeue and buy again. Hahahahahaahhaahhaha ! Finish eating, and i'm still hungry la. Lol, then we girls go toilet take pictures. Poor baby wait outside the toilet alone for i-dont-know how long ): Then we accompany Abii buy shoes. And i super like her shoe. It's niceeeee ^^ Serious.

After all those shopping and stuffs. We went home. Lol, and i slept in the Mrt. Dreamt of random stuffs and was blasting music and i was so deaf when i take the earpiece out. So loud la the music. And i think when i'm sleeping, Abii and Kaicong is talking, but somehow, i dont know what they talking about. And i din't asked. Lol. Okay, then home sweet home. Bath and slept. Gah, missed the talking session on phone with hubby ):

One retarded girl behind me and i 'make' away her face, later she scold me :B

Today woke up late, went to bath and then eat my lunch then proceed to tuition liao. Today was super early because i won Zzhenghan therefore he have no excuse not to go. Teehee. On the way to tuition, was lecturing Zhenghan about the importance of studies. Lol, whatthehell. I'm not so good either lohs. Lol, but at least i pass my recent maths test! Then he was like telling me there are still 8 more months to go, 32 more weeks. And he say there is still time. Gah. Time don't wait for him. Later he regret then know. Lol, then went to buy sweets, teehee, Zhenghan brought sweets. Lol, everytime i buy sweets and share with him leh. Then now his turn. Lol.

Went home after tuition and after that went to find 715 peeps. Lol, played poker and gah !!! Keep losing. Today my luck is so not good la can? Fuck manzxc ! Actually i lose around 10bucks plus, but end of the day, i lost only 3bucks! Kind people like Yihui and Alex never take my money. Evil people like Anders, so rich already, $1.50 also want to ji jiao! Gah. Hahahahahahahhhahaahaha! But overall, today was pretty fun ^^ Went to Adm to meet up with family to give my brother his charger and phone and stuffs. And i dont know how his memory card suddenly like sot sot, cannot use. He ji tao in front of parents scold me cb and stuffs. Fucker. It doesn't pay to be kind. No thank you no nothing. Bitch. Should have call him take himself. Parents was siding him also. Sibei sot la. Knn. Everytime like that one lohs. Ccb. He go Singapore Sports School then step one big. Knn. Pcb.

LOL, okay whatever. Done blogging already. Hahahahahaha ! I ROCKS MUCH ! \m/

And i'm going to sleep already. Byebye darlings! Love you all people <3

Ps/ ANDERS IS SO NIAO ! VERY STINGY GUY !

我累了

Michellelovepink — Fri, 05 Feb 2010 19:47:10 +0800

You did it again.

' I realized something. I need you. I trust you, I admire you, I want you. and you can be wrong a lot of the time, and we can fight, and get mad at each other, but nothing, nothing in this world can change the fact that I love you.'

READ IF YOU WANT, IT'S NOT AS IF I'M BEGGING YOU TO READ.

SO BLOODLY KEEP YOUR COMMENTS TO YOURSELF !

Okay, i'm really pissed + sad + shag + whatever shit you call me.

Anyways, played against Marsiling today. 22-16 (?) if i'm not wrong.

YES, I DID NOT STEP IN ONCE IN THE COURT.

But the girls is playing great. I'm very proud of them.

WELL DONE GIRLS !

I'm not blaming coach this time round, who can i blame? Myself. I know the feeling of sitting outside suck much. But i'm really glad seeing everyone in the team working at their very best in the last quarter today. It actually make me feels better. I'm quite afraid that if coach let me in and i played really bad. So i guess, it might be the right choice to put me outside then. At least there isn't much mistakes made. I admit i felt really sad when everyone said, 'It's alrights, we tried our best'. And i keep thinking to myself, 'I din't even contribute anything to the game' , I dont deserve the pat on the back you know. I really want to keep those tears inside. But in the end, i failed doing it. I dont know. Maybe i did not try hard enough. Yes, it might be the reason.

To you : You never change, when you say you will. I really wonder what's our bloodly rule for? You din't even follow it. Yah, you can say only one day. But so what? It's still breaking the rule. And i think, next time dont bother to asked me anything when you don't even listens. I said home and where did you go in the end? I'm not petty. Just that i hate the attitude. No use asking me things when you already what you are going to do in mind. Rights? Think about it. And i thought on Wednesday you INSISTED on bringing me go school today ? When i say no need. Hah, in the end. Empty words. You never do it. I was still telling myself, yes, you will appear, but what happen in the end? (Oh, i forgotten, you went drinking yestersday night and came home during midnight. What more can i expect from you?) How long we din't see each other already? You said you missed me but did you make any effort in meeting up? You asked yourself. You know it best. Yes, you are patient towards me today when my reply to you was really disappointing to you. But in the end, you assume things, thinking that you did not do any wrong. You said sorry, but you don't mean it. Because everything lies in you was like, what have i done wrong? Yah, everything lies with me. I'm not a good one, showing you attitude. Not telling you what actions you did to make me so pissed. But i've been trying my best, not to show you all these attitude. I'm paranoid. Whatever. But i have had enough. You said i must give you time to change, how long do you need? I dont know. I'm sorry. I want us to be really happy, but nowdays, i'm really stressed up by many things, and your actions did not help. I really still love you as much as last time. Just that, it was really disappointing. I know i've not been a really good girlfriend. I want us to be back, but i don't know how to approach this situation we are facing now.

I don't know what to do now.

痛都会走的

Michellelovepink — Wed, 03 Feb 2010 21:00:37 +0800

Guess I'm wrong even from the start

Played against Puggol. I played terribly (?) -'- Whole team was rather shag after that. Marsiling came, for i-dont-know what reason.

To see us play? To know our strengths and weaknesses? I-dont-know. But i know that they leave @ the end of third quarter.

Anyways, today was real slack. But tomorrow will be having test and Netall. Gah. I'm seriously sick and tired of these already.

Esp netball, i'm really tired. I hate her ttm. And anw, i guess i will not be playing on Friday, @ most. One quarter. Thanks alot.

But whatever, i'll try my best already. I have total no confidence in myself for netball anm. Totally.

Because of the fucking treatment. I seriously cannot take it anm. But whatever, now i know how the others feel -.-

Okay, enough of rantings :)

Anyways, Chinese New Year is round the corrrner , is everyone EXCITED ?!?! :D

Well, i'm not. Haha, cause my Ang Pow always very little manzxc ): Hate it hate it hate it ! *curse and swear*

Hope some people is kind enough to give me some of your money lehhh. Share share lahs ^^ Heehee.

Anyways, Mr Tan, my Art teacher is inviting me to his house on the third day of new year ^^ How AWESOME ! \m/

He's selling his current house soon, guess the amount of money? (Seriously, it's ALOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!!!)

Confirm want know anot ?

Be prepare to be SHOCK !

5 ...

4 ...

3 ...

2 ...

1 ...

OKAY ! It's fucking 8.5 MILLIONS ! Knnccb.

I think i work until die also dont have the amount of money. Well, don't ever have the intention to rob him kay.

Because i have not finish my story. He brought this house together with his Gan-daughter. Then ...

They will have to half half the money, but hey, still Millionaire la kayyyyy !!! Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

Dont think of nonsense things yet. Then his daughter want to buy another house which cost 4 millions plus?

Hah, then there goes his money liao lohs !!! ): Whaaapiang, his house got SWIMMING POOL LEH ! How cooooool ?!?!

Imagine no need share swimming pool with other people you dislike outside. Just use your own pool ! Shiock manzxc !

Haha, but anyways, we are so gonna explore his 8.5 million house first before he sell it uh. Oh man !!! D: D: D:

& hope when we go visit him that time, the money he gave is ... $$$ *money face* :D :D :D HEHEHEHEHEH !!!

Haha, okay. Super high when talk about money. Because i'm seriously broke la ! SERIOUS ! ): *money face*

Okay, and Abigail Zuiai wasn't in school today, and haha. She is bogei *no teeth* now :B Hahahahah ! Can laugh @ her already.

*AHEMMMMM* I'm not so bad one laaa. And she got 8 days MC leh *curse and swear* D: She sure wont come school one lohs ! ):

Sian lehhhhh ): Well, today in class Stephanie brought ba gua, haha. And we girls went forward to eat, so niceeeeeeeee ^^

But lucky no malay girls approached ! *Phew* HAHAHAHAHAH ! So wrong, imagine all rushing forward and EAT w/o asking *smake my head*

Oh ya ! Seriously, i really think my house is invested with ghosts ! I swear la. This few days, my house is so spoooooooky !

Alot of things happen uh, and i don't wish to elaborate much. But to confirm, I DID NOT SEE ANYTHING !

AND I DONT WANT TO SEEEE ! I tell my daddy about my encounter, and he was like laughing -.-

But lucky i asked him for the jade thing to protect me, and hahahahah, he really gave me, not long ago.

Seriously, i'm totally freaked out by some things around that is so so so so ... UNEXPLAINABLE ! :/

Believe me or not, up to you! -.-

Okayyyy, got to go alreadyyyy !!! Byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye ! :D